listening to all this music today has made me want to weep with it's undeniable beauty.
it's moving and inspirational. i WILL cut my losses and move on. because brandon and i were not meant to be together. i know that hurts, both him and me, but it's TRUE and it's time i embrace the truth.
i never claimed to be perfect, or anywhere near.
he is angry ( Read more... )

you self-destructive little girl
pick yourself up, don't blame the world
so you screwed up, but you're gonna be okay

now call your boyfriend and apologize
you pushed him pretty far away last night
he really loves you
you just don't always love yourself

and all this time, oh all this time
you have had it in you
just sometimes need a push

think all the mean ( Read more... )

the end is such a scary place to start ( Read more... )

today i discovered an amazing new song by Paramore. i looove hayley-- she's my faaaaav chick singer. ah! amazing ( Read more... )

ive been on a CD buying rampage over the past week. i've purchased two regina spektor albums, the early november triple album, built to spill, muse, of montreal, iron & wine, joni mitchell, and justin timberlake. in the midst of all this, brandon has enfused lots and lots of reggae into the mix. naturally ( Read more... )

hey kid, good morning ( Read more... )

the moment that she realized ( Read more... )

While you Loved me

If i ever write the story of my life
dont be surprised if you're where it begins.
i'd have to dedicate every line on every page
to the memories we made while you loved me

i was born the day you kissed me
and i died inside the night you left me
but i lived, oh how i lived
while you loved me

i'd start with chapter one
love innocent and young
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.the feverfew ( Read more... )

im officially back in the 301. now why is it that the first thing on my mind is matthew ( Read more... )