Both sides now....
Kyle UPDATE... We are fine he likes me and I like him, BUT (always a BUT) he and I are both cutters and we are both stuggling with it right now and we have to work on ourselves. Maybe when we work on ourselves we can work on a relationship. We have so much in common it is freaky! I swear it like I have been looking for him and there he is but I can't have him. I love spending time with him. When I am with him the time just flys by. As soon as I saw him I liked him. Not by his looks, but I dont know how to describe it. But he told Lauren and amy the same thing I told them. That I really like him (her) are they single?... LOL I thought that was funny. Until we are both completely stable and sure of our selves then we can persue a relationship. I just can't wait until the next time we hang out! :)
Other Random stuff... Today I finally decided that I couldn't handle the pressure of the hospital anymore. I get really atched to the patients and then they DIE. Or it can be slow at times. I am not learning anything new and it is the SAME OLD thing everytime. I don't mind the Poopy diapers, feeding people, cleaning them, or an of that other stuff. I really enjoyed working at the ER. I realized that not that I want to Quit Nursing. It is just I can't do the depressing and meanal LABOR. I want something that will keep me on my toes and make me think on my feet. I would like to get me EMT or even get my RN and work over seas and be doctors at reliefs sites. I want to Physically help those people. Not just send in 25 dollars a month and some letters every once in a while! I like to see the weird burns, cuts and things like that. It doesn't gross me out. I love it. I just hate the crap (Literally) I have to do as a tech.being a tech in the ER was way more exciting! I liked it much more!I really like the show third watch, ER and CSI. I would love to have any number of those jobs! Thats about all I have to say! I am looking forward to some hanging out with so people tomorrow!! YAY! I need to go to bed! I love you all I hope you have a GRRRRREAT DAY!
Other Random stuff... Today I finally decided that I couldn't handle the pressure of the hospital anymore. I get really atched to the patients and then they DIE. Or it can be slow at times. I am not learning anything new and it is the SAME OLD thing everytime. I don't mind the Poopy diapers, feeding people, cleaning them, or an of that other stuff. I really enjoyed working at the ER. I realized that not that I want to Quit Nursing. It is just I can't do the depressing and meanal LABOR. I want something that will keep me on my toes and make me think on my feet. I would like to get me EMT or even get my RN and work over seas and be doctors at reliefs sites. I want to Physically help those people. Not just send in 25 dollars a month and some letters every once in a while! I like to see the weird burns, cuts and things like that. It doesn't gross me out. I love it. I just hate the crap (Literally) I have to do as a tech.being a tech in the ER was way more exciting! I liked it much more!I really like the show third watch, ER and CSI. I would love to have any number of those jobs! Thats about all I have to say! I am looking forward to some hanging out with so people tomorrow!! YAY! I need to go to bed! I love you all I hope you have a GRRRRREAT DAY!