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So I'm done pouting. lol. I just got done working out and feel much better, but obviously the desire is still there to vent.
I've decided that I would have been happy to get a scholarship, but if it were given to be my decision to change what happened and one of the girls didn't get it, I wouldn't. I hate the fact that because I didn't get anything has to take away from their accomplishment of actually getting one. And I'm happy for them. It's a weird duality.
It was so sweet, after I got done working out.. my teacher sent me an email telling me how there is always next year and she'll work extra hard with me before hand. Pam's a really great lady. I love that she still has passion for the arts even though she's been teaching for so long. It seems by like the 6th year is when teachers get completely drained.
Plus the three of us want to go to the NAEA (nation art education association) in New York and give a presentation. It's a pretty big deal actually... like thousands of art teachers from the states are there. Because I can get a free plane ticket from my dad my fair will be much less, but I don't know if I could get them one yet. Them getting scholarships could probabaly help them get there too. That would be cool.
I need a shower, I stick a lot. It's a good thing you can't smell over the internet.
I've decided that I would have been happy to get a scholarship, but if it were given to be my decision to change what happened and one of the girls didn't get it, I wouldn't. I hate the fact that because I didn't get anything has to take away from their accomplishment of actually getting one. And I'm happy for them. It's a weird duality.
It was so sweet, after I got done working out.. my teacher sent me an email telling me how there is always next year and she'll work extra hard with me before hand. Pam's a really great lady. I love that she still has passion for the arts even though she's been teaching for so long. It seems by like the 6th year is when teachers get completely drained.
Plus the three of us want to go to the NAEA (nation art education association) in New York and give a presentation. It's a pretty big deal actually... like thousands of art teachers from the states are there. Because I can get a free plane ticket from my dad my fair will be much less, but I don't know if I could get them one yet. Them getting scholarships could probabaly help them get there too. That would be cool.
I need a shower, I stick a lot. It's a good thing you can't smell over the internet.