I miss you cold weather days
Geez I know its been awhile since Ive last posted but Ive actually been rather busy. I just got back from wonderful New York. I want to move there. I'm sure that wouldnt help much..I'd still be the same person but ahh well. One can dream.
It's been warm, clear, upper 80's. I have not been able to go anywhere without a sweatshirt , i hate it. I drove to lover's point hoping to sit in the shade of a cypress and nap and write, but the tourists were out today, flocks of them, and the sun was too bright for my drowsiness and the people were getting on my nerves. I never got out of the car. Perfect female bodies were jogging along the cliffs in expensive clothing and I was jealous. I want to exercise and my head hurts and I was so weak from being sick it was tiring to even drive..
I feel exhausted and heavy. I took today completely off from everything. I ate a lot, added paprika and chili powder to everything just so I could taste. I also ate a bunch of brownies, because it's just needed . I have not drinken coffee or wine in a long time. I gained 5 pounds in the last month and that makes me feel gross and double chinned.
Ahh well.
I think I'll go watch re-runs of Full House now...and do what I always do. Escape my own life and live through someone elses.
It's been warm, clear, upper 80's. I have not been able to go anywhere without a sweatshirt , i hate it. I drove to lover's point hoping to sit in the shade of a cypress and nap and write, but the tourists were out today, flocks of them, and the sun was too bright for my drowsiness and the people were getting on my nerves. I never got out of the car. Perfect female bodies were jogging along the cliffs in expensive clothing and I was jealous. I want to exercise and my head hurts and I was so weak from being sick it was tiring to even drive..
I feel exhausted and heavy. I took today completely off from everything. I ate a lot, added paprika and chili powder to everything just so I could taste. I also ate a bunch of brownies, because it's just needed . I have not drinken coffee or wine in a long time. I gained 5 pounds in the last month and that makes me feel gross and double chinned.
Ahh well.
I think I'll go watch re-runs of Full House now...and do what I always do. Escape my own life and live through someone elses.