i don't want to wake up in the morning.

So, I hung out with Chris and Lina last night. I wasn't expecting to stay as late (early?) as I did, but chicken noodle soup. We hung out for a while, went to the diner, went to hookah [which is now undoubtably being used as a verb], and then watched television for HOURS. I don't know what time we actually went to bed, but it was after 4. I had ( Read more... )

"My door is always open ( Read more... )

Tonight was mad bizarre ( Read more... )

I made a mistake. Not the mistake I didn't want to make, but the mistake I didn't even see coming even though deep down, I saw it coming and didn't want to try to stop it. I did not want to stop it because I knew in the long-run it would make me happy, and the long-run isn't here yet and I am kicking myself in the ass for allowing it to happen so ( Read more... )

This week is going to be busy again.

Monday is work. Tuesday is IRC. Wednesday I have my interview and then I have to go to work to prep for inventory. Thursday and Friday, I'll be on the junior-senior overnight retreat. Saturday, I work. Friday afternoon? Probably IRC.

Life is spectacular.

things have been weird.

i'm gonna take another shower and maybe go to pete and emma's.

I don't know why I haven't updated my journal in a while.

I apologise for any inconvenience.

I am strong. I am confident.

I am going to fall apart.

I only ache when I think of you.

And all that could be.