Rewriting a Brain Script
Perhaps, instead of letting myself be plagued by self doubt, I should instead listen to the people around me who tell me that I'm really good. Maybe, instead of fearing that everyone is going to see through my facade and realize that I've been faking it all this time, I should believe the ones who are actually benefiting from my work when they tell me I have skill. Maybe it isn't as easy as I think, and the fact that I can do it isn't proof that it's simple, but rather proof that I've got a talent. If they want me for the job, perusing me for two years, who am I to question their judgment? I have confidence in them, and I should have confidence in myself.
Man. After all this wooing, it's really going to suck if they end up going with someone else.
Man. After all this wooing, it's really going to suck if they end up going with someone else.