Walked on and off to another spot, I still havent gotten anywhere that I want.
I feel a lot better than I did yesterday.
Canada Day, you failed me in 2009! My friends Liz, Nicole, and I went to a bar, but ended up leaving because they were carding and there were so many people there and no poutines left :( I also didnt get any sign-ups at my job! F-A-I-L for the day. I just get in this professional mode while Im at work and its not conversational really. I talked to my mom about it and she said that if I lose it this job its no big deal, Ill just find another one. Or I will see if I can get more hours at the school or something. I actually do really like this job and I thought I would hate it. I just am not very good at it. We shall see what happens. I am thinking I can go in and just do it. Lets hope I am right.
I started re-reading Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. That book is sooo amazing, but it makes me feel like I am 12 years old again. Its a good feeling. My imagination goes so crazy with those books.
I kind of wish that I could live by myself for a little while. I am just really craving independence and alone time and basically the desire to get away from people that I currently live with (all of them). I don't really mesh with them at the moment. I miss my room from the school year, even though we had our problems, I love them with all my heart. I think I got used to solitude when I wanted it and its a luxury I rarely see anymore. Maybe I should take more walks or something.
New York City has proven to be a wonderful gateway to summer fun, and also one of the most stressful times of my life. I JUST NEED TO STOP THINKING AND START DOING!
I turn 21 in a week. When did I enter my early 20's?!
Canada Day, you failed me in 2009! My friends Liz, Nicole, and I went to a bar, but ended up leaving because they were carding and there were so many people there and no poutines left :( I also didnt get any sign-ups at my job! F-A-I-L for the day. I just get in this professional mode while Im at work and its not conversational really. I talked to my mom about it and she said that if I lose it this job its no big deal, Ill just find another one. Or I will see if I can get more hours at the school or something. I actually do really like this job and I thought I would hate it. I just am not very good at it. We shall see what happens. I am thinking I can go in and just do it. Lets hope I am right.
I started re-reading Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. That book is sooo amazing, but it makes me feel like I am 12 years old again. Its a good feeling. My imagination goes so crazy with those books.
I kind of wish that I could live by myself for a little while. I am just really craving independence and alone time and basically the desire to get away from people that I currently live with (all of them). I don't really mesh with them at the moment. I miss my room from the school year, even though we had our problems, I love them with all my heart. I think I got used to solitude when I wanted it and its a luxury I rarely see anymore. Maybe I should take more walks or something.
New York City has proven to be a wonderful gateway to summer fun, and also one of the most stressful times of my life. I JUST NEED TO STOP THINKING AND START DOING!
I turn 21 in a week. When did I enter my early 20's?!