This vaccillating between high and low is rather insane... its not enough to even be considered "mood swings", but it's enough to make me notice.
i see when i feel slightly 'down' that i get very insecure and then start questioning stupidly.... dumb things ("just how long can this good thing last?", "What am i missing that is a clue to unhappiness ( Read more... )

Well, today was one of those "organizational" days for me, especially head space wise.

Master got me firmly back on *that* after the weekend.... (blush), and this means being ORGANIZED, SELF MOTIVATED, RELIABLE, and working with just a shade more focus.

i noticed that waaay back when i first got a "page" on the web, it was the AOL space. i used if ( Read more... )

Well, as we can see, i have been procrastinating for a week now, vaccilating between *unhappy* and 'sorta good'. i am not sure why, but i have been talking to my self about it (in a good way.... all of us are fine and planning a girls basketball team).

i hate bills- i don't have the money and they are depressive. For 2 days now i have ACTIVELY ( Read more... )

Driving home tonight from the Sac munch, i had the 2 hours to float down....
Master won't encourage any play between us- it's a social night, but just BEING around Him makes me float off the teather a bit, so leaving is always hard, and then i have the drive across the state.

The munch is in  Southwest Sac, and i am in San Jose.... 4 years we have ( Read more... )

This thing is such a time waster!!!

Not Live Journal- the web in general. i get on in the morning to make ONE post, read a couple of blogs, and then move on.
So after i get my post out, i find that Court has not only posted some riotous stuff, but she found a GREAT site for names...so i end up sitting there for 40 min... creating stupid names for ( Read more... )

i fell asleep last night with the Hitachi still under me (thank heavens i stayed awake long enough to turn it off ( Read more... )

Well, tonight i went out with 2 gals from my neighborhood that are old friends... one was my sons teacher in 1st grade... i am the youngest at the table, but not by much ( Read more... )