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[hyperkaels]

Life is rather strange....one minute, I was fretting college and school and fat and boys and skin etc......the next i was frantic, wondering if i should call the cops because my dad was having a panic attack, near fainting, and surrounded by asbestos with no way to get out except to crawl back through the asbestos he had just crawled into. It was kind of a sick dose of reality.....I've never seen my dad that scared.....ever.....I realized how much I need him, and thought about how much I need everyone.....I dont care what college I or you(collective) get into....i just want us all to be safe and happy....I mean, I can say that now not knowing if I got accepted or rejected, and when I get rejected I will prolly cry, but sooner or later I will remember that all that really matters, or should matter, is that you are all safe and healthy.

Everything happens for a reason. Maybe I'll get rejected because I'm meant to do great things(as I know I will) elsewhere. The same goes for you. You ALL have something to offer the world.....find that something and give it freely and selflessly. dont worry about how anyone accepts it, just give....everyone makes fun of me because I'm an idealist.... well damn! there should be more idealists....everyone needs encouragement and hope....i wish more people had hope.......and be nice....there is no need to be mean...ever.....just remember, good things are bound to happen....wait for opportunity .....then grab it by the damn balls and never let go....jsut remember how blessed you are...and be thankful