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overall, life is pretty good....i think 2005 is gonna kick 2004's ass......
so i never really talk to anyone anymore...i mean that....i only talk to ppl during school or fencing, so if you are not in my classes or dont fence....we will never get to talk....id kinda like to change that, cuz i miss the world....if i were to try to catch people up, though, what would i say....what would you say?
i guess the things you may have missed in my life are:
i got rejected from yale
i got accepted to rutgers(what happened to come to my mind first probably gives insight into how much college rules my life)
there is lots of work being done on my house(its not red anymore)
sometimes wish i could relate a difference in my love life here, but i cant
still in heart with the same kid as always(only now he has a g/f)
but i guess i might be getting closer to being ok with that
i seriously pulled my hamstring, and can't fence for at least a week, probably 2 (that would explain why i limp if anyone wanted to ask but felt bad doing so)
i chopped all of my hair off(ok so i lied...its still 2 1/2 ft longish)
i spose thats it for noticeable changes...but im serious about this year being freakin awesome...its time to let go, grow up, be bold, have fun, get drunk, meet boys(not cuz im drunk tho), succeed, live....its gonna rock...hopefully ill finally learn to let go of all the heartache too....but that is surely gonna be the hardest part....
random side note: a picture can bring so much joy or so much pain...its amazing how pixels on a screen can wrench your heart and tear it in two
wow...that was a pretty long entry....if you read it all, kudos to you, i probably would have gotten bored by now.....anyway, about me missing everyone....all you people who i was friends with once, before i became a pathetic recluse like thing, gimme a call sometime...anytime....2013967764
so i never really talk to anyone anymore...i mean that....i only talk to ppl during school or fencing, so if you are not in my classes or dont fence....we will never get to talk....id kinda like to change that, cuz i miss the world....if i were to try to catch people up, though, what would i say....what would you say?
i guess the things you may have missed in my life are:
i got rejected from yale
i got accepted to rutgers(what happened to come to my mind first probably gives insight into how much college rules my life)
there is lots of work being done on my house(its not red anymore)
sometimes wish i could relate a difference in my love life here, but i cant
still in heart with the same kid as always(only now he has a g/f)
but i guess i might be getting closer to being ok with that
i seriously pulled my hamstring, and can't fence for at least a week, probably 2 (that would explain why i limp if anyone wanted to ask but felt bad doing so)
i chopped all of my hair off(ok so i lied...its still 2 1/2 ft longish)
i spose thats it for noticeable changes...but im serious about this year being freakin awesome...its time to let go, grow up, be bold, have fun, get drunk, meet boys(not cuz im drunk tho), succeed, live....its gonna rock...hopefully ill finally learn to let go of all the heartache too....but that is surely gonna be the hardest part....
random side note: a picture can bring so much joy or so much pain...its amazing how pixels on a screen can wrench your heart and tear it in two
wow...that was a pretty long entry....if you read it all, kudos to you, i probably would have gotten bored by now.....anyway, about me missing everyone....all you people who i was friends with once, before i became a pathetic recluse like thing, gimme a call sometime...anytime....2013967764