Oct 02, 2004 00:17
soo apparently im a stubborn, have to always get my way kind of bitch who cant deal with change, has no imagination or anything good in any way..... i didnt think i was, but again, apparently, i was wrong....always good to know that there is NOTHING good about your personality. thank-you again to certain friends. anyway, changes will be effective immediately....as soon as i can figure out how to change to something i already thought i was....
also...i apoligize for being all grrr to everyone. i dont know whats wrong with me. i keep saying the wrong things at the wrong times, picking the wrong fights and making the biggest mistakes....ill really try to work on it...idk...people suck, and im just one of those sucky people....
just yesterday i was telling my mom how i was in such a great mood and how things with my love were super and life was awesome, and she said: good, let that mood carry you through your bad times. well im trying and it isnt working already.....amazing the impact a few friends and jackasses can have on life in ONE day.....