I got the information on the 3rd that my cousin in Dallas had passed. According to my mom they were going to be planning the funeral sometime in the next week. We drove to KC on the 4th. The 5th was supposed to be going to Oceans of Fun but the Honey had been having sinus trouble so rather than go there we agreed to sleep in and go to a pool ( Read more... )

Inhalation of toxic byproducts of combustion is listed as your cause of death. It should list depression.

I love you.

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Last Thursday
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I'm taking my meds. The drapes are open for the sunny day. I have fed myself. The meds are helping me be in a place to notice that the dishwasher needs to be unloaded. Minor fail in remembering to scoop cat litter but that is still there to be done. I am dressed and generally looking forward to the day ( Read more... )

The second memorial is done. The words have been posted elsewhere. I have a video file on my phone that I have no idea what to do with but I have it. It was beautiful. It was well attended. It was everything it needed to be. I sang. I didn't suck at it ( Read more... )

We received Kitty Cat's ashes and paw print. It makes me want to sob. I don't have the time. That also makes me want to sob. I know I am making the future I want to move into and the one that I am called to in this plane. I am deeply saddened that she will not be here to support me and hear all about it.

X-posted to DW