girlyness & high school nostalgia
it's my girly time of the month when all those girly thoughts and feelings and emotions and oh my goodness, hormones are in big hot mess! & i'm craving a cuddle, a boy by my side, bouquets by the door, sharing a milkshake with two straws at the local diner, teddies and krispy kreme donuts and tons of ♥ !!!
speaking of boys, in high school when i was a rebel-and-a-half, listening to loud guitar wrenching music, wearing short short miniskirts & shiny black t-bar shoes, wishing i could have a labret or a lip piercing i used to wish i was married to a boy like jamison covington like this. i imagined myself being married in a church filled with black spiky haired boys with tight jeans, chains and piercings and girls with black leather jackets, short skirts and heavy boots. everything i wore was either black or leather, a studded belt, black stockings and shoes. my life evolved around finding the latest bands on soulseek (does anyone remember soulseek?), finding ways to defy 'normality' as i knew it and finding all-ages shows to attend at 16. i even remember at 16 i wanted six punk children running around my house the minute i got married.
it's odd to think of myself as being once, a girl of, 'alternative culture'?
now i listen to milder indie music, more often leaning towards the pop variety, wearing tight jeans and tons of dresses, polka dots, frilly cardigans and ballet flats. everything i want in my life should, and ought to be pink if that's humanly possible. my phone is pink. my computer is pink. my umbrella is pink. my ipod case is pink (and silver). and i prefer jamison covington like this. and as for children, i'd like a small family but i'd prefer a double-income-no-kids dynamic for a long time.
my oh my, the times have changed.
speaking of boys, in high school when i was a rebel-and-a-half, listening to loud guitar wrenching music, wearing short short miniskirts & shiny black t-bar shoes, wishing i could have a labret or a lip piercing i used to wish i was married to a boy like jamison covington like this. i imagined myself being married in a church filled with black spiky haired boys with tight jeans, chains and piercings and girls with black leather jackets, short skirts and heavy boots. everything i wore was either black or leather, a studded belt, black stockings and shoes. my life evolved around finding the latest bands on soulseek (does anyone remember soulseek?), finding ways to defy 'normality' as i knew it and finding all-ages shows to attend at 16. i even remember at 16 i wanted six punk children running around my house the minute i got married.
it's odd to think of myself as being once, a girl of, 'alternative culture'?
now i listen to milder indie music, more often leaning towards the pop variety, wearing tight jeans and tons of dresses, polka dots, frilly cardigans and ballet flats. everything i want in my life should, and ought to be pink if that's humanly possible. my phone is pink. my computer is pink. my umbrella is pink. my ipod case is pink (and silver). and i prefer jamison covington like this. and as for children, i'd like a small family but i'd prefer a double-income-no-kids dynamic for a long time.
my oh my, the times have changed.