As usual, I haven't written in a while and really, I've been meaning to, I just never feel like doing it on Scott's computer for some reason, and I usually use his and him mine since his is on the desk and mine is on the dresser.

Tomorrow (really, today) we are going to Wisconsin for a week. It's 1:30 a.m and I'm still putting music on the Zune. As ( Read more... )

• I am nervous about living with Scott and his parents this summer. He still hasn't told them either but he probably will soon! What if they say no? What if they yes but only because they want to be nice but really won't want me here?
• I just noticed I haven't talked to my brother since my birthday.
• My lover has gone and shaved his head today!
• Alma & ( Read more... )

Christmas came and went. Three other other days, too. This entry is long overdue. I don't even really have an excuse for not writing except that lately I've felt weird as hell and it's been so damn hard to find motivation to really do anything. I can't really explain. I figure it's time for a good old list.

• Mother made posole for Christmas lunch/ ( Read more... )

a) ...that I hate Adam Smith's "Wealth of Nations ( Read more... )

a. Brain deteriorating. Proof? Had a hard time spelling that. Restlessness, restlessness, jumpyness. YES I'M MAKING UP WORDS NOW.
b. lists.
c. fuck you if you judge me for my lists but i don't care. anyone got more paper?
d. high sexy boots at goodwill. new dresses will fit them perfectly.
e. Something's not adding up! Booknapped!f. Whr dd th vwls ( Read more... )

I could stop and try to list every way in which my life has changed in the past year, or in the past six months alone. I could mention small changes in tiny details that no one else probably ever spends the time or energy needed to notice. Not this time, though. This time, instead of being unable to stop thinking about the past it is thoughts of ( Read more... )

writing poetry. and other things, yes, i miss a lot of other things.
uh, i'm going to try to continue with this month's 100words and try to get over the fact that i'm like six days behind.

- Finished essay for Rewriting the novel AND turned it in, so that I don't have to worry about it this weekend. I've never finished & turned in an essay so early in my life haha (it's really due Monday May 5th ( Read more... )

Today's "Writer's Block" question on the LJ homepage is actually a pretty good one, but if I tried to answer it fully I'd spend way too much time explaining why I chose those three situations so I don't think I'll go there, not today, not when there is a five page essay waiting for me to brainstorm its content. Today has been a pretty good day. It' ( Read more... )

Woke up to a message on AIM from E saying this:

"hi, i know youre not talking to me too much, but i wanted to tell you, i know how you felt when i stopped talking to you simply because S stopped. and its no consolation now, but ive learned my lesson of not choosing friends based off of her. i truly want to try again at being friends from the start ( Read more... )