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it's been like 500 fucking years since i been on this shit....i got on it so i could remember the past couple years of my life....holy shit so much stuff went on...(no i wasnt on drugs, and thats not the reason i forgot most of it) it was all just suppressed in my memory....shit....

hmm...nothing much to say...ummm, just uber bored...been sitting here doing...hmm almost nothing all day...i went shopping and got some food...yay...then..umm....i cooked some pizzas for lunch...then i made homemade chiken noodle soup...(very good).. :-D, then i sat here watching megan play hamtaro all day....(kinda boring)...but i might just go ( Read more... )

megan wrote this in her LJ...

"some people you hate some poeple you love some people hate you some people love you some people...you really dont know"

its really worrying me..... :'(

*so scared* :'(

What's your name? :: Beau ( Read more... )

okay, there is this thing that i wrote...about megan, a long time ago before we started going out,...it was about everything i felt about her and what she means to me......and i've had some trouble finding it, but i know where it is,...and once i find it i'm gonna post it on livejournal....and the date of writing it...well its roughly late april to ( Read more... )

"Whenever...you"

I know that it's all true
all the love i share with you
all the joy that we've been through
i still get butterflies in my stomach
...whenever i look at you

It's just me and you
in this world made for two
just the love of me and you
stuck like paper with some glue
...whenever i'm with you

I know that i'll always be there
when you're down i know ( Read more... )

I <3 MY GF

umm, random entry ...yawn i'm bored, but anyways ...everything is better, If you might have thaught something was wrong, its all better now, cept one more thing...gonna get some...shit off my chest ( Read more... )

i wish i could forget the pain, and just block it all out ...last night i put on a fake smile to cover up what i really felt...i was forgetting pain, i was getting rid of it...but not for good...more of bottling it up ...and what not.....i dont ...know what to believe anymore....its all so blank and empty...today i'm going to put on a smile, and i ( Read more... )