A long time ago..........
Well, it has been a while since I have been here. I have been on a personal journey and it has been a ride! I have finally decided that things people think of me do not matter anymore. I have spoken up more and will not take things at all.
I have also decided to stay with Jerry and things have been better. He is no longer yelling and is grateful for our days together. I need to stop thinking about the past hurts and get on with things, but it is hard at times. Otherwise, he has been a better partner.
Things at work are getting worse and I think I will start to apply at Kaiser. The things I have been hearing there is not promising for anyone. They are bringing in the IT staff more and more and I am guessing they are learning what the company does and then they can start moving everyone. When they closed up the call center for NIA at Rancho, they started with the letters department. They are moving letters from Phoenix to St Louis soon..........
This will in fac be good. I am thinking that I will be in a better place and start something that I need to start. This will hopefully include time to start writting again and my art. I am trying to write a children's book about the truth. They need to know what is to come and be more familiar with it. It is sad to see when people are scared of the normal things in life. My abilities are starting to come back and I know I am more advanced then most. Ego can get the best of anyone, but it should not bring me down anymore.
I have also decided to stay with Jerry and things have been better. He is no longer yelling and is grateful for our days together. I need to stop thinking about the past hurts and get on with things, but it is hard at times. Otherwise, he has been a better partner.
Things at work are getting worse and I think I will start to apply at Kaiser. The things I have been hearing there is not promising for anyone. They are bringing in the IT staff more and more and I am guessing they are learning what the company does and then they can start moving everyone. When they closed up the call center for NIA at Rancho, they started with the letters department. They are moving letters from Phoenix to St Louis soon..........
This will in fac be good. I am thinking that I will be in a better place and start something that I need to start. This will hopefully include time to start writting again and my art. I am trying to write a children's book about the truth. They need to know what is to come and be more familiar with it. It is sad to see when people are scared of the normal things in life. My abilities are starting to come back and I know I am more advanced then most. Ego can get the best of anyone, but it should not bring me down anymore.