Where This Road Leads
Sometimes you just don't know when a dream is about to come true until things begin to manifest itself and in my case it has and it is scary. Friday we are supposed to be doing a radio interview for the stage play that I am in. I am soooooo nervously excited, overwhelmed. However, I am just going with the flow. I don't know where this road is going to lead but wherever it takes me I shall follow, I mean I already lost my apartment, my car, damn near my life, so what do I have to lose by taking a chance on a dream I may never see come true if I don't take a chance at all.
It took me so long to get focused with everything that was going on in my life at the time that I had auditioned for this play and then there was a load of hell that bestowed itself upon me during the rehearsal process and now TWO weeks before opening night I am finally finding the strength to press forth with this production and just let go and let God--something that has been impossible for me to do for nearly 3years now. But it seems I have no choice. Last night as I took that faithful walk home from the bus stop I talked to God. I hadn't said more than two words to Him in the passed few months and honestly last night, I wasn't sure what to say. I didn't want to go off on a tangent about my dreams so I kinda set those on the back burner and just asked God to just do whatever it is He is GOING to do with me. Then today I get the text from the director of the play saying we have a radio interview scheduled for Friday and he needs ME and John--the other main character to be there, detail would be exposed at tonights rehearsals. I nearly cried when I saw the text as I am seeing more and more each day that this thing is very much real and very much in the hands of GOD!!!!!
...seeking you as a precious jewel, Lord to give up I'd be a fool...
The lyrics to the song Jesus, Lamb of God plays as I type this and it never fails to remind me that the SON OF GOD is here!!! And though I haven't felt Him in such a long time He is here with me guiding me through this thing called life...all I have to do is follow.
It took me so long to get focused with everything that was going on in my life at the time that I had auditioned for this play and then there was a load of hell that bestowed itself upon me during the rehearsal process and now TWO weeks before opening night I am finally finding the strength to press forth with this production and just let go and let God--something that has been impossible for me to do for nearly 3years now. But it seems I have no choice. Last night as I took that faithful walk home from the bus stop I talked to God. I hadn't said more than two words to Him in the passed few months and honestly last night, I wasn't sure what to say. I didn't want to go off on a tangent about my dreams so I kinda set those on the back burner and just asked God to just do whatever it is He is GOING to do with me. Then today I get the text from the director of the play saying we have a radio interview scheduled for Friday and he needs ME and John--the other main character to be there, detail would be exposed at tonights rehearsals. I nearly cried when I saw the text as I am seeing more and more each day that this thing is very much real and very much in the hands of GOD!!!!!
...seeking you as a precious jewel, Lord to give up I'd be a fool...
The lyrics to the song Jesus, Lamb of God plays as I type this and it never fails to remind me that the SON OF GOD is here!!! And though I haven't felt Him in such a long time He is here with me guiding me through this thing called life...all I have to do is follow.