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No one can know just how she feels
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others
Please don't give up when it's easy
Don't you know that me and Jesus will cheer you on?
He's the only one who will be constantly everything you need
Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for
I just want to be his friend.
In the beginning, I only committed to wanting to commit to him because I felt bad about making out with him and not really wanting anything from it. Suddenly it turned into me getting all caught up and then really truly wanting something. Then I thought about it and realized that, no, I don't really want anything with him. We just weren't meant to be. But I'm a silly girl and got really into the physical benefits of sticking it out, and he kept acting like it was all good. I knew for sure he didn't want anything, but I kept up with it.
Now I can't get over it. That I'm such a fool. SUCH A FOOL. That I really let myself get taken advantage of and even did a little taking advantage myself.
We'd be such great friends. I'm sure of that. And he's so damn cool. I don't want to lose someone that's so much fun to be around and that I can really learn a lot from.
Trust me, there's no way I'd fall back into a relationship with him, but how can I undo what I've fucked up?
She won't use the phone, she's too tired to pick it up
She's going back to the old way
She sits in the classroom to learn with the others
Please don't give up when it's easy
Don't you know that me and Jesus will cheer you on?
He's the only one who will be constantly everything you need
Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for
I just want to be his friend.
In the beginning, I only committed to wanting to commit to him because I felt bad about making out with him and not really wanting anything from it. Suddenly it turned into me getting all caught up and then really truly wanting something. Then I thought about it and realized that, no, I don't really want anything with him. We just weren't meant to be. But I'm a silly girl and got really into the physical benefits of sticking it out, and he kept acting like it was all good. I knew for sure he didn't want anything, but I kept up with it.
Now I can't get over it. That I'm such a fool. SUCH A FOOL. That I really let myself get taken advantage of and even did a little taking advantage myself.
We'd be such great friends. I'm sure of that. And he's so damn cool. I don't want to lose someone that's so much fun to be around and that I can really learn a lot from.
Trust me, there's no way I'd fall back into a relationship with him, but how can I undo what I've fucked up?