been a while
so yeah i havent been on here for days. Like a couple weeks. hmm stuff.. Life is ok. I fucking hate going through all the bullshit of trying to find a place to live. Shooting myself in the face with a shotgun that has little spikey things in it sounds more appealing. I guess lindsey and I are unofficially together which is bugging the shit out of me. We kiss and hug and cuddle and all that but she i guess is still afraid that im going to leave her or hurt her or something so it makes me feel like shit and on top of that makes me think less of her about other things when all i want to do is love her and be happy. Its just ocward and wierd for me to be in this place. Tomorrow i go up north to spend her bday (valentines) with her. I baught her tickets to go see bob dylan with me. Other then that music is good. The band and I will be recording some tracks soon and playing shows probably starting next month. things are well in that area and im very excited about it all.. love you all and miss ya. hope everyone is doing well i suck and dont keep track!