yadda patada
So life is evening out. Things keep getting better. there is still a daily anxiety for me but its slowing down. Thursday I recorded my first song ever in a studio. I cant wait to show everyone. Im really excited about it. The engineer really pushed me and made me write more parts to the song and now an empty ok song sounds full and makes me be like wow i wrote that.. So music is amazing.. im recording my last sesssion on friday.. and then im looking to finish my album in a studio in ventura. My new engineer friend has crazy connections and thinks i can be on a major label very fast if i want. So im praying about that. In the mean time he has tried to get me into a red bull music forum where in 5 days they teach you recording and using alot of beat programs for macs.. so hopefully i get in. only 10 people get in and its the chance of a life time.. so we will see... ok thats it im off...