time goes by so slowly for those who wait, no time to hesitate
someone asked me if i was bipolar the other day. and i said no, cos im not. but i have been very moody recently.
ive got a new job. i dont know if ive written about it before? and i went riiiight off it, but work wasnt too bad today so i feel a bit better. yesterday got my test back and got a high B and then spent the day in pubs and pool places with amy and various others depending on the places. and had almost no sleep but was perky this morning. and my mummys coming tomorrow!!! and i havent seen her for 11 months and im so so excited. but also scared of when she goes again. but yay yay. though i feel bad cos i have college and work and stuff and cant take time off either. and im predicted an A for philosophy. in honesty, im sure it wont happen, but it cheers me up that there seems to be some hope. it was fireworks night on saturday and we missed some but they were still prettyful. and i went to G-A-Y on friday and graham norton was clubbing there and i talked to him and he was all sweet! aww love him. and i found straight men to kiss. and the week before i was there again and i saw westlife - aww bless westlife - and sharon and kelly osborne and someone who left the exfactor and it was really fun, and the night before that i went to walkabout and embarassed myself on stage ohh dear. and today i saw emma and had a good chat to her on our break and i love her. in factim currently loving everyone dearly. although i spent waaayyy too much money last night and will have to suffer this next week as i got paid today and am already POOR. but c'est la vie....is what i say now but will soon turn into moans im sure. but im gonna go watch neighbours and do more washing and try to contact clarabella as shes disappeared from the planet. i also suck because im meant to see my dad tonight but i have chores and hes gonna see my mummy anyway so ill see him soon surely? also im meant to be going to quiz night and im totally not. oh dear. anyway, i hope that youre all okay dears <3 xoxoxoxoxox p.s. i have really bad period pains and i havent had a period since january and it hurrrrts and i dont know if im getting one or not.
ive got a new job. i dont know if ive written about it before? and i went riiiight off it, but work wasnt too bad today so i feel a bit better. yesterday got my test back and got a high B and then spent the day in pubs and pool places with amy and various others depending on the places. and had almost no sleep but was perky this morning. and my mummys coming tomorrow!!! and i havent seen her for 11 months and im so so excited. but also scared of when she goes again. but yay yay. though i feel bad cos i have college and work and stuff and cant take time off either. and im predicted an A for philosophy. in honesty, im sure it wont happen, but it cheers me up that there seems to be some hope. it was fireworks night on saturday and we missed some but they were still prettyful. and i went to G-A-Y on friday and graham norton was clubbing there and i talked to him and he was all sweet! aww love him. and i found straight men to kiss. and the week before i was there again and i saw westlife - aww bless westlife - and sharon and kelly osborne and someone who left the exfactor and it was really fun, and the night before that i went to walkabout and embarassed myself on stage ohh dear. and today i saw emma and had a good chat to her on our break and i love her. in factim currently loving everyone dearly. although i spent waaayyy too much money last night and will have to suffer this next week as i got paid today and am already POOR. but c'est la vie....is what i say now but will soon turn into moans im sure. but im gonna go watch neighbours and do more washing and try to contact clarabella as shes disappeared from the planet. i also suck because im meant to see my dad tonight but i have chores and hes gonna see my mummy anyway so ill see him soon surely? also im meant to be going to quiz night and im totally not. oh dear. anyway, i hope that youre all okay dears <3 xoxoxoxoxox p.s. i have really bad period pains and i havent had a period since january and it hurrrrts and i dont know if im getting one or not.