Chem whinging
Yay, gott your letter Anna and it made things all better..a parcel is on it's way to you!
But, thankyou for the letter, it really made me smile after a tough day..and cos I mainly use this journal to rant I'm going to rant about it here:
This week in uni is mid-semester exam week. I woke on Thursday...Chem exam on Friday...I'm feeling pretty good anout it, been studying and reading my notes etc, which already comprise of over 2 notebooks...try last years chem exam papers...can answer one question...one...I am so screwed.
Spend the rest of the day freaking out, stressing that I'm a stupid idiot who shouldn't be at Uni, streesing about not passing chem and so the whole fourth year of the degree being a waste as I wouldn't get honours anyway..
In the end I decide to ring work to get the nights shift off so I can study...my boss says no. Then have to drive to Uni to do a biology practical exam, which I realise I failed as I drew a cladogram instead of a phenogram as I didn't have time to study as I was stressing over Chem. Then move onto Biol practical itself. This time we're working with rabbits blood...end up having to leave early and thus wasting 30-35% of my marks as I didn't get to answer those questions as I had to go to work.
The traffic to work was horrible, so I had to change in the car...whilst driving..and consequently got cramp in my neck and shoulder. Finally arrived at work and manage to start in time.
Then cos Lina wasn't there they put me in twenties...the busiest section. I'm already stressed out about chem and so this really set me off...especially as Alanna and Sinead were just chatting in the back so I had to do twenties and coffees and tills.
Finally get off work, after almost yelling at Alanna and Andrew multiple times and manage to drive home without falling asleep...have first meal of the day and then study for chemm all night till 5 in the morning, getting one hour sleep...then end up missing my economics and biol lectures the next day to study more chem
...and I bet you I failed the damn exam anyway.
But, thankyou for the letter, it really made me smile after a tough day..and cos I mainly use this journal to rant I'm going to rant about it here:
This week in uni is mid-semester exam week. I woke on Thursday...Chem exam on Friday...I'm feeling pretty good anout it, been studying and reading my notes etc, which already comprise of over 2 notebooks...try last years chem exam papers...can answer one question...one...I am so screwed.
Spend the rest of the day freaking out, stressing that I'm a stupid idiot who shouldn't be at Uni, streesing about not passing chem and so the whole fourth year of the degree being a waste as I wouldn't get honours anyway..
In the end I decide to ring work to get the nights shift off so I can study...my boss says no. Then have to drive to Uni to do a biology practical exam, which I realise I failed as I drew a cladogram instead of a phenogram as I didn't have time to study as I was stressing over Chem. Then move onto Biol practical itself. This time we're working with rabbits blood...end up having to leave early and thus wasting 30-35% of my marks as I didn't get to answer those questions as I had to go to work.
The traffic to work was horrible, so I had to change in the car...whilst driving..and consequently got cramp in my neck and shoulder. Finally arrived at work and manage to start in time.
Then cos Lina wasn't there they put me in twenties...the busiest section. I'm already stressed out about chem and so this really set me off...especially as Alanna and Sinead were just chatting in the back so I had to do twenties and coffees and tills.
Finally get off work, after almost yelling at Alanna and Andrew multiple times and manage to drive home without falling asleep...have first meal of the day and then study for chemm all night till 5 in the morning, getting one hour sleep...then end up missing my economics and biol lectures the next day to study more chem
...and I bet you I failed the damn exam anyway.