Drunkeness and Barbie
Had work today...all was good. Emma didn't show but the day wen't pretty fast as it kept us busy. Anyways, I feel like writing deep stuff that no-one really reads anyway. I really need to work on stop being such a moron....I need to keep contact with my friends and don't let them fade away. I think I'll have just a little reunion thing for my birthday this year, just the group from school and an old-style cliche movie night. Some people will probably be annoyed but hey, it's my birthday..and i havn't had a party for about 4 years since Mum got sick.
I've been seeing all the posters around and adverts for Mothers Day...it kinda hurts. A part of me wishes that they know how it feels...just to feel a little bit of what I feel. But people - at work especially - seem intent on getting drunk.
For example Rebecca was talking about how she was gonna get so smashed on her eighteenth etc. Then I talked to Lucy about half an hour ago and she's going on a Contiki tour around England and plans on getting drunk every night...she was even saying that she doesn't like the taste of alcohole and drinks it just to get drunk.
I dunno, it kinda makes me sad. I don't see the point in getting wasted..lifes too short as it is...why waste all your time with a hangover. ALL the people around me seem to do it...all I hear is how drunk they got on the weekend etc, or what their planning on doing. Don't they ever get tired of it? I'd much rather spend a night indoors with some close friends talking and watching Barbie movies. I find it sad that my friends are growing apart...but if their sole ambition in life is to get drunk then..i dunno..that's not really the type of people I want to associate with, yet it seems that that is all there is at the moment.
I for instance can not wait for the moment I get my degree...to actaully go out into the world and make a difference for the better...that's what I want to dedicate my life to.
Sometimes I feel like a freak for not liking it...but I don't like loud parties, nor nightclubbing...meh.
Anyway, Anna, i'm glad your comng home, I miss ya heaps! Just wanted to say how much you mean to me..your the closest friend I've ever had and probably ever will have, so I just wanted to say thankyou for being there all those days I needed you and to share all the laughs and tears! Thankyou from the bottom of my heart!
I've been seeing all the posters around and adverts for Mothers Day...it kinda hurts. A part of me wishes that they know how it feels...just to feel a little bit of what I feel. But people - at work especially - seem intent on getting drunk.
For example Rebecca was talking about how she was gonna get so smashed on her eighteenth etc. Then I talked to Lucy about half an hour ago and she's going on a Contiki tour around England and plans on getting drunk every night...she was even saying that she doesn't like the taste of alcohole and drinks it just to get drunk.
I dunno, it kinda makes me sad. I don't see the point in getting wasted..lifes too short as it is...why waste all your time with a hangover. ALL the people around me seem to do it...all I hear is how drunk they got on the weekend etc, or what their planning on doing. Don't they ever get tired of it? I'd much rather spend a night indoors with some close friends talking and watching Barbie movies. I find it sad that my friends are growing apart...but if their sole ambition in life is to get drunk then..i dunno..that's not really the type of people I want to associate with, yet it seems that that is all there is at the moment.
I for instance can not wait for the moment I get my degree...to actaully go out into the world and make a difference for the better...that's what I want to dedicate my life to.
Sometimes I feel like a freak for not liking it...but I don't like loud parties, nor nightclubbing...meh.
Anyway, Anna, i'm glad your comng home, I miss ya heaps! Just wanted to say how much you mean to me..your the closest friend I've ever had and probably ever will have, so I just wanted to say thankyou for being there all those days I needed you and to share all the laughs and tears! Thankyou from the bottom of my heart!