i am completely gone.
MASSIVE BREAKDOWN OCCURING RIGHT NOW.
I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE. NEVER BEEN SO SERIOUS ABOUT WANTING TO JUST GO AWAY.
AND IT'S NOT ALL BECAUSE OF HIM.
DO YOU REMEMBER NOW? DOES THIS RING A BELL? DO YOU FUCKING REMEMBER HOW THIS FEELS??
SOMEONE PRAY FOR ME. PRAY FOR HIM TOO.
THIS IS BECOMING UNBAREABLE. I AM FINALLY LOST. I FEEL LIKE SUCH AN IDIOT."DRAMA QUEEN". IF ONLY.
HAPPY NEW FUCKING YEAR.