if you want my autobiography ....
i need help. very badly.
i woke up literally crying this morning. i looked at a picture from the beginning, the one with the HUGE smiles from us both. why can't i just have spring break back? just for another week. like i had said yesterday, you are the only person i can talk to right now. whenever i feel like this, i just talk to you. you will come over, we will watch movies and play video games and go out to dinner, and i'll be okay again. we will be okay again. now i don't even know if i'll get to talk to you at all today. and that makes me cry.
i feel like some whiney stupid girl who just got dumped. jesus christ, if only everyone knew. it was only one more day til the new year. only 4 until i finally get some help for myself (which would help us). why the hell did i have to have my talk!!???? you are my fucking therapy. you are the only thing that makes me feel better right now. talk to me today. kiss me tonight.