Lets set our hearts on self destruct??
......well fuck you, you did the honors for me now, didn't you?
ha, i know, making a livejournal entry could've only been toooo easily predicted. it's not that i actually want to die right now, but there is no one i can talk to (but you of course), there is no place i can go without crying, there is absolutely nothing i can do to get my mind off of this. so what is there left to do? i wouldn't mind taking some pills and sleeping the rest of the day, but only if i could wake up not feeling this way. i need to fucking talk to you, not because i need to talk about this, but because you are my best friend. you are the only person i can fucking talk to right now. isn't it ironic? when my anger settled, all i felt was alone.
i can't believe you downloaded that song. one of my songs. and used it against me. used it to hurt me. a freaking "beautiful mistake". i could only wish. you've never said i was beautiful.