it is soo nice to finally be home =).
europe was nice, but 3 weeks is a long longggggg time.
but  i had fun =).

so it kind of feels weird to be single again
i guess it didnt fully hit me until i went away and saw many couples together.
i know its good for me, but im not a fan of this feeling.
but its summerrrrrr, thank god for that =].
andddd my birthday ( Read more... )

soo its over =(.
i thought i would be ok.
and i never excpected him to be the one to do it.
i hate empty feelings.
i cant tell if this was the right thing for us or not....

i hate how much im letting you get to me.
i shouldnt like you.
but for some reason i cant let go.
you lead me on.
dont tell me shit if its not true.
im sick and tired of being hurt.
"its almost like were dating but i just dont have time"
coughbullshitcough.
why do u choose to flirt with girls in my face?
you know i like you, 
why do u choose to hurt me?
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i hate confusion.
and this summer has been full of it.
i like steadyness.
i love....love.
and i miss it quite alot.
its so hard for me now.
i thought id like to have "fun".
but i dont.
i enjoy the same person
the same thing
the same feelings 
on a regular basis.
its nice 2 be free for a little 
but  i despise lonelyness.
and right now, 
i do not have anyone.
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soo were over ( Read more... )

well last night was quite the night. prom was actually pretty fun and kyle danced =). but my goodness some girls need 2 learn the meaning of clothing especialy at prom! but i was thankfully covered lol.and thnks lauren 4 saving me the many times i needed 2 b saved =)...looking foward 2 partying tht 13th day ;).

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ouchy.

<3.....=(.....?

im so fucking tired of the same crap.

.... ='(

why is everything 4 girls so much more complicated? 
its not fair. and then we are accused of wut we shld not be accused of. its not our fault were girls and have  stuff tht we do not want. such as our monthly "visits". boys shld have ther own visits once in a while and get in 2 out shoes.
ehh i feel a little better now.

blehh i hate really icky bad feelings that stick inside u the whole day =(.

i feel like im getting pushed into something that im not ready for and i really do not like it.  Im not ready for it yet n i feel like shit wen all the guys around me are like o ya its great u shld do it bla bla bla every1 needs 2 freakin mind ther own damn business.

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