almost done and yet just begining
well last final is wed from 10:15-12:15, i havent even studied yet and i really need to so i think ill get up in the morning and study, im more of a morning person, that is once im up....then i start that good ol' marble slab job again on thurs. im trying to work everyday except 23, 24, 25, and 31. i have lots planed but yet i need lots of money. daniel is going to cali this winter and im staying home to work and have a good time. ive never been to a club or bar before so im looking forward to going on beckermans birthday...i know its a public place but i would like friends to ask me to go with them since i had never been before but no such luck except for sam...well i take that back telle asked me to go with her this weekend so i think i will if i dont have work, i still dont drink but i can still have tons of fun. John is taking me out on a date this thurs night, im gonna be exhaused from work, but since we arent together its like a first date kind of thing, im gonna get all pretty and stuff. i think this is a great step to where john and i want to go, when hes not here or i know hes out thats when i want to date others but when i talk to him and have him by me hes all thats on my mind...hmmm hes great guy and i hope we work out and if not i just want the very best for him even tho its gonna suck big butt...talking about great guys i know a whole bunch of great guy friends that i just think the world of....they are: bg, brody, keith, mike, jerimiah, and a bunch more, those guys are always in my heart, i've never thought bad about them once in my life and i dont thinki ever could no matter what they did....i miss hanging out with them. between those away at school and those who dont hang b/c our friends are different or dont like me it sucks i miss them so much so ladies if your ever lucky enough to snag one of these boys you better hold on to them because they are the best you'll ever find, they dont get any better. well we'll end it on that good note...sweet dreams