There’s a dull throbbing pain in my head. I think it’s due to stress, nerves, anxiety, and being overwhelmed. There’s so many things going through my head. I’m thinking: “I gotta do this, I have to do that.” And then I also am worrying about the night of my debut. Will I trip over wires? Drop equipment? Blow out the fucking sound system? There’s so ( Read more... )

Red just left earlier today. He was here since Sunday (he called me while I was at work, I hid in a fitting booth and talked to him for almost two hours lol)! I don't know how we manage to not get tired of each other. We fucked a lot (8 times!!!). And watched a bunch of movies. And he played a BUTTLOAD of Hotline Miami (he's addicted now, thank you ( Read more... )

I FINALLY figured out how to pick up shifts on the stupid Macy's In Site website. FINALLY! Now I can finally feel like a real employee. Feels good man. I like the freedom that I get to pick when I want to work and what department I want to work in. I can do different departments on different days! It's pretty fuckin' chill. I feel like I am my own ( Read more... )

I have the sickness and it's fucking lame. So no, I am not down with the sickness.

In other news, if I haven't told you already, I am now an official employee of Macy's? O___o Really doesn't feel like it though. So far their stupid website is not letting me see if I am scheduled to work Black Friday (today) or not. Oh well. I'm just going to assume ( Read more... )