Laugh right? Right.. =)
Today is definately not a good Wednesday. I think that it's one of my least favorite days of the week. More morons seem to call in on days like today... And angry people too. Grr. I hate this job, but I would feel terrible to leave, because it seems like one after another they are dropping like flies. I can't believe that the Secretary of State's Office is so poorly run. Sad. Sad thing. I am begining to think that this state is so bad because of the administration.
Last night Chet and I had a long talk about how I don't appreicate the way that he talked and acted toward me. He never said he was sorry in so many words, but he did pull the weeds and make the front yard look amazing before I even got home. I think that's his way of apologizing. He also tried his hardest to say he was sorry without saying it. I think that's just his way... He doesn't like just saying things. He has to prove them.. which is good in a respect. But when someone is a dense as I am, it's hard to take notice to things like that. The first couple of times at least. So I'm going to try and appreciate him more. Maybe causing him to do the same to me... Who knows... Not me that's for sure!
This morning though, he called me at 6:30 to inform me that he was taking a chance for more overtime, and wont be home till sometime around 11 or 12... that's great. I love not spending time with him. It's the way all relationships should be in my opinion. I mean. Come on, being together and talking is overrated anyways... Heh.. Can you sense my sarcasm. Yeah... I thought I soaked my words with it... LOL
Anyways, I am just in a sour mood today, and my outlook is herinforth tainted. Grr. I hate it when I wake up on the wrong side of the bed.
On a happier note, things went extremely well yesterday with my Meeting with Martie. She gave me the name of this scout Vickie, who I called last night and am waiting on a response from. If she calls me back, I am to go to an open call on May 12th for my chance to get signed with Pulse Management. They are affilitated with Elite Models.. so I'm pretty excited about that!! I worked out last night.. and I hope I can keep my momentum up and keep doing it for the rest of my life, but who am I kidding? I will of course go into a lapse again, but I am just trying to save that for later rather than sooner. LOL
I also watched American Idol, but more importantly House last night. I am really intrigued by this show. It was a to be continued, and it freaked me out, but I will watch the rest of it tonight so that I can find out what the heck was going on with that one doctor!! LOL... I love shows about medicine.
Well I should probably get some work done, since my review is coming up soon, and I don't want to be caught on the internet by my manager. however, I really don't care if she does, because I know that I couldn't get fired even if she wanted to, because They can't afford to loose anymore people.. that's great. I have no motivation... LOL.. pretty sad. All you can do is laugh right?
Last night Chet and I had a long talk about how I don't appreicate the way that he talked and acted toward me. He never said he was sorry in so many words, but he did pull the weeds and make the front yard look amazing before I even got home. I think that's his way of apologizing. He also tried his hardest to say he was sorry without saying it. I think that's just his way... He doesn't like just saying things. He has to prove them.. which is good in a respect. But when someone is a dense as I am, it's hard to take notice to things like that. The first couple of times at least. So I'm going to try and appreciate him more. Maybe causing him to do the same to me... Who knows... Not me that's for sure!
This morning though, he called me at 6:30 to inform me that he was taking a chance for more overtime, and wont be home till sometime around 11 or 12... that's great. I love not spending time with him. It's the way all relationships should be in my opinion. I mean. Come on, being together and talking is overrated anyways... Heh.. Can you sense my sarcasm. Yeah... I thought I soaked my words with it... LOL
Anyways, I am just in a sour mood today, and my outlook is herinforth tainted. Grr. I hate it when I wake up on the wrong side of the bed.
On a happier note, things went extremely well yesterday with my Meeting with Martie. She gave me the name of this scout Vickie, who I called last night and am waiting on a response from. If she calls me back, I am to go to an open call on May 12th for my chance to get signed with Pulse Management. They are affilitated with Elite Models.. so I'm pretty excited about that!! I worked out last night.. and I hope I can keep my momentum up and keep doing it for the rest of my life, but who am I kidding? I will of course go into a lapse again, but I am just trying to save that for later rather than sooner. LOL
I also watched American Idol, but more importantly House last night. I am really intrigued by this show. It was a to be continued, and it freaked me out, but I will watch the rest of it tonight so that I can find out what the heck was going on with that one doctor!! LOL... I love shows about medicine.
Well I should probably get some work done, since my review is coming up soon, and I don't want to be caught on the internet by my manager. however, I really don't care if she does, because I know that I couldn't get fired even if she wanted to, because They can't afford to loose anymore people.. that's great. I have no motivation... LOL.. pretty sad. All you can do is laugh right?