theories, bad endings, and not getting the punchline
i dont know what im doing.
theories... (not all by me)
-im staying with bc im afraid of a failing relationship.
-he sweet talks me into staying with him.
-im his sex when he comes to boston.
-im too needy.
-we have nothing in common, its bound to fail despite my efforts.
sooo... this is going to end badly isnt it?
i dont want it to end.
he says he doesnt want it to either.
but the odds are against me.
and ps. how is validating we broke up (which we didnt...) and saying wanna makeout, a joke?? am i stupid bc i dont find in humour in that??
theories... (not all by me)
-im staying with bc im afraid of a failing relationship.
-he sweet talks me into staying with him.
-im his sex when he comes to boston.
-im too needy.
-we have nothing in common, its bound to fail despite my efforts.
sooo... this is going to end badly isnt it?
i dont want it to end.
he says he doesnt want it to either.
but the odds are against me.
and ps. how is validating we broke up (which we didnt...) and saying wanna makeout, a joke?? am i stupid bc i dont find in humour in that??