cut buttons, "not yet"s, and people who aren't really there
alright, w.e the LJ cut button is being quite the bitch and isn't working. sorry. buuut yeah, we haven't broken up yet, but i dont think he really gave me a choice when he decided to not even call me on valentines day. PLUS ive talked to him once in a week and a half. and it was a fight. go figurrre. i swear he wants me to. w.e im starting to not even care ne more. bc how can i care about someone whos not even there?
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed
You say you're gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why'd you have to go and pick me?
When you knew that we were different, completely
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can't stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn't have to
And I feel so mean, I feel in between
'Cause I'm about to give you away
(for someone else to take)
(am I making a mistake?)
(all the time that we wasted)
I'm about to give you away for someone else to take
I'm about to give you away for someone else to take
I know I'm going to want you and you know why
It's going to kill me to see you with the next girl
'Cause I'm the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl
But I should have thought of that before we kissed...