"am i just going insane?"
i hate that i have no one to talk to about ne thing. well, nothing important. idk, i feel stupid.
for believing him again
trusting him again
WANTING to trust him again.
i don't get it.
aand maybe i am the one ruining everything and i just dont see it.
he put it quite nicely.
again, making me feel stupid.
idk, at this point im completely numb. haha that sounds emo. but what i mean is, theres so much shit, and so many choices to make that im just done. like nothing phases me. idk.
three cheers for hitting a new low.
for believing him again
trusting him again
WANTING to trust him again.
i don't get it.
aand maybe i am the one ruining everything and i just dont see it.
he put it quite nicely.
again, making me feel stupid.
idk, at this point im completely numb. haha that sounds emo. but what i mean is, theres so much shit, and so many choices to make that im just done. like nothing phases me. idk.
three cheers for hitting a new low.