Childhoods should not contain Nam-style flashbacks.It's a thought I've had a lot. I had a pretty traumatic upbringing, so at any given point in time, I have a myriad of triggers pop up that I didn't even know I had. Low-register voices from another room (read: loud neighbors in an apartment building), loud knocking on a door, fireworks, shouting... ( Read more... )

So the recent tide of LGBT-related suicides has really left me speechless. Oh sure; horrified, saddened, angry & so on as well, naturally. I'm aghast that this is happening, even though I know quite well just how prevalent it really is ( Read more... )

Well, you did it ( Read more... )

Today started out like most Sundays. Went to the parents' house like normal, we drove a stereo over to my friend Alan's house, went to Meijer where they went grocery shopping and I filled up a water jug (woo big spender), went back to their place and dicked around awhile, playing with the cats, etc. Nothing big. After awhile I remembered I had a ( Read more... )

( Thirteen Reasons Why I Will Never Find A Spouse/Partner Of Any Kind )

Today at work, someone explained to me the concept of "trading down" when cheating on one's spouse or significant other.

Suddenly my entire past sexual history made so much fucking sense.

FML.

So today is Blog For Choice 2009. The topic is "What is your top pro-choice hope for President Obama and/or the new Congress?"Frankly...I don't think I have one. O_o Sounds horrible, I know. But he knows what the fuck is up, and he's already taking actions to halt that ridiculous HHS rule that Bush tried to slip through. AND AND AND he's going to ( Read more... )

So, last New Year's Eve, I wrote a little letter to the year 2008. For those of you who don't want to click, it went as follows:

Dear 2008:

I know you're new, and I haven't really gotten a feel for you just yet, but the rest of your even-numbered predecessors have had a nasty, nasty habit of being positively awful to me. As can be expected, I'm more ( Read more... )

I just realized something.

I can pinpoint the exact day everything in my life started to go downhill.

And that was five years ago today.

I feel like I should have a drink to celebrate...or something.

/sigh