"Seize the day...
...or die regretting the time you lost."
I think about it every now and then. On maybe why we were all put here. On Earth, I mean. What was God's original goal for the human race and it's presense here? Were we all just part of an evolution of whats to come? Or are we now the final product?
Whichever it may be, Im glad we're here. Well, I'm glad I'M here. I can plainly see without any help that the life I lived back in the day is not the same life I am living now. Back in the day, I wanted everything for myself and only for myself and thought nothing of the world and everyone because I was just too little to understand that caring for others was important. Today? I feel inspired by everyone I have helped, talked to, and cared for. I've learned that it is much better to give than to receive, and helping others would give you a chance to get back what you gave ten fold. That makes me feel good. So good that I want to be the me everyone knows me by today for the rest of my life, as the guy people can flip their phone open, find my name, and send me a text or gimme a call, and just vent on having a bad day, then after they feel better, I get a thank you for listening, and thier day goes by alot better. Just because I was there to extend my hand to them, I gave them hope for a much better day ahead.
Yet, I know people's pasts come to haunt them every now and then. Does not having good ties with people in the past mean that I shouldn't move on and try again cuz maybe I was doomed to a single life? I surely don't think so... or else why would have God invented "the second chance", the term "plenty of fish in the sea", why populate the world so much if you're just gonna stay single and not find someone else to be with? This is where I show and prove that I fight for what I believe in. If simple little things got to me, then I would not have gotten this far. I have before proved to my family, friends, and even myself, that I don't put up with feeble crap, and I am bound to do it agian, and again, and for as long as I live, till the day I'm lying on my death bed, and whisper to the one I was destined to live the rest of my life with that I'll be waiting for her at the Pearly White Gates.
Whatever happens, happens. Fate. Karma. I live by these things. Alot. And I truely feel that if you can dream it, then you can do it, and it can happen. [As said by Walt Disney.] I don't mind waiting. If needed, I can wait the rest of my life, if I knew that the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow was that precious to me. And it IS precious to me. I refuse to leave Planet Earth asking myself, "What if..?" It is as if though you couldn't live your life to it's fullest potential. As short of a time that's gone by, I can honestly say that I've been hit by this cupid flying around more than once, but you know what? It feels pretty damn good, because I know for a fact that the best things come to those who wait. Patience is a virtue. Rushing never works. Especially when talking about a man and a woman trying to tie something together. The more you take your time, the better the life together is going to be. Trust is key. I got nothing to hide.
I end this blog now saying that I'll be patiently waiting till the day comes.
Thank you for reading!
-J