Vent Session
So, it seems Ive been wandering around inside a little hole. Or at least that what it feels like. I dont get anywhere. Its the same thing over and over. I dont see a light. Ah, but I dont think the hole is deep enough just yet for me to not crawl out of. I can reach the edge and feel it with my fingers. I just gotta hold on for dear life. Isnt really a challenge, heh, Ive been through worse. Im sure you all would be able to recap some events that might had led to what I may be talking about.
Recently? Some may have come across me and found out I wasnt in such a happy mood. Honestly, I hadnt been so gawd damn pissed off for a long time till this past Saturday night. The end result? I just completely built a fortress around myself from some certain people. And the walls are not going to be brought down. Period. I already wrote it in blood pretty much. So the guilty as charge may not know that already, but Im sure on a rainy day theyre going to stroll on in here and read what Im writing and get the hint on why Im not answering texts, calls, answering back to messages. Its fine, I honestly dont want them in my life anymore. As if to say that they were never important to me and wouldnt be playing a major role or factor in my life in the near or distant future. So no harm done. I got myself out of their stupidity and everythings now good. Grins for everyone.
As for my rants on "stupid people". You all know who you are. Because I respect privacy, I dont name people aloud for all to read. All I ask, just one simple thing. Please think before you do something. Its either going to get you fired, kicked out, thrown out, disowned, hurt, killed. The reality of our world today. Miscalculating simple judgement can cause lifelong consequences. Dont believe me? Then YOU find out why your life is so fucking downhill and come back to me with the answer you came up with. Obviously, you come to me for help or I see that youre in trouble and I come to be the shoulder you need to cry on, I give my words, and you throw them back in my face. Pfft. Fine with me, I dont need people like you around. Simple as that.
Ok. I think Im done for tonight. Didnt think this was going to be this long, either. But then again, its alot shorter than others Ive written. lol. Goodnight everyone!!
=Me=