he's gone...

[holdxurxbreath]

RIP grandpa.
you will be
loved and missed.

I cant believe he's gone...
I just saw him yesterday...

Id dreamt this moment several times.
and this time, its not a dream.

as some hope, my friend told me if you 
dream that somone you love dies,
from sickness that is, then they live longer.
if only that had been true...

I need to get out of my house.
I need to smoke a pack or 5.
I need to be held.

I need my grandpa back.

I wish I could have told him how
much I loved him, though Im sure he knew.

I wish I could have eaten one last crispani with him.

I wish I would have spent more time with him.

I wish I could hug my grandma right now.

I wish Rae was home so I could see her, I need
her now more than anything.

I wish no one had to die...

I hope my grandpa is in a better place.
I hope that his life was complete before his time came.
I hope that he knows he will always be loved and missed.

I hope he knows that he was one of my favorite people
on this earth.