It is no small thing to say I have lived in the veil for a couple of years now. I have ( Read more... )

I suppose this is my year in review and birthday post - and the first time in a couple of months I've really felt like writing.

And I have no idea where to begin, except at the beginning.

With you, I've found a love that fills me in a way I haven't known before.  I am endlessly annoyed and scared and bouyed.  I get angry and frustrated and ( Read more... )

What do I do when there's noone to keep me anchored ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I say I love you because I have so much to say, especially when I know you have limited bandwidth and likely won't read. Maybe I think about the one perfect thing to share to show you me or show you I see you. And mostly, it all can be summed up with an 'I love you ( Read more... )

...or maybe Bird In the Wind ( Read more... )

We drove 1500 miles in two days. My soul is at ease. I hope yours is a bit easier, also.

One of my most cherished memories is of you and I singing this at Pat O'Briens on a cool afternoon, drinking ridiculous drinks and generally in love with life ( Read more... )

I know the steps of this grief and I have no notion of how to live it again ( Read more... )

We went on a roadtrip to WV. We both have visions of living, loving there one day.I am not surprised, and happy for it. I'd go there with you, literallg and metaphorically.

You were kind and cruel and resolute and vulnerable. I hate all of it

And love you more

You were infitestimally gentle.

I wish you were here

And still, being close to you puts my heart at ease...even with you sick and qiiet and sleeping. I feel at home.