so quickly does life beat the fuck out of you and you wanna just blow ur brains out

well im not drinkin agian thats for sure and theres some ppl that still want me around i can think of 5 or 6 ppl that arn't going to kill me like the rest and im still sad about all of this depressed and today i got a call from some ppl that i thought were really good rl friends but im starting to think not they came down to florida this and next ( Read more... )

well ppls i fuked up really bad i hurt ppl i know in rl and ppl i know online ppl that are my best friends i really don't know what to do anymore a lil somthing for everyone don't drink and if u do make sure u got ppl to watch you don't let yourself get on the net at all its damaging and can hurt ppl not quite sure wat to do at this point i hurt ( Read more... )

I can't really remember much of yesterday at all i should have cut back on the drinking i know we had ppl over and i know i played jedi academy then i remember waking up in the morning i have no idea wat happened last nite i only had afew cups of sangria i know kiel left my house and i was on aim like he said but i got no idea wat the hell happened ( Read more... )

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 26% Stability |||| 20% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 60% Altruism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||| 23% Mystical |||||| 23% Artistic |||||||||| 36% Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% ( Read more... )

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im not too sure what to do with my situation right now i worried about everyone beth rei ashie i want this all to work out im not taking sides._.