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well im not drinkin agian thats for sure and theres some ppl that still want me around i can think of 5 or 6 ppl that arn't going to kill me like the rest and im still sad about all of this depressed and today i got a call from some ppl that i thought were really good rl friends but im starting to think not they came down to florida this and next week and all they want to do is go to disney and stuff and i don't have money which they can't understand and i got midterms this week too but no matter what the fuck i tell them they keep trying to get me to go anyways they said just bring money and i don't have enough money to buy somthing to fix my computer let alone go to disney for the day and spend over 70 alone to get in then another 30 to do wat they want to do there family just buys them wat ever they want im not rich or spoiled i never was im lucky to have wat i got i don't ask for more then that. Im just so pissed and anoyed cuz they also want me to get world of war craft and play with them which isn't going to fucking happen and they don't listen I DON"T HAVE FUCKING MONEY.....