Feb 05, 2009 16:33
{Fic}Title: Someday for Somebody Chapter 3 part 1
Pairing: AkaKame
Rating: NC-17??
Disclaimed: I owned no one yet!
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Kazuya woke up alone on the floor of Yamapi’s apartment. His headache is killing him. He wish that it’s all was just a dream. But, when he looks around he knows that it’s reality. Guilty and fear suddenly are taken over him. When he remembers the worry look on Jin’s face toward Yamapi, the fear and guilty are flush away and replace by anger. He hates the care that Yamapi and Jin have for each other while nobody care about him. He left Yamapi’s place and headed home to his own apartment.
Jin keeps staring at the lying figure on the hospital bed with a hurtful look. It’s been 2 days since Yamapi has been in ward. The tears of regret keep falling down his cheeks. He couldn’t suppressed his feeling seeing all the wires that has been attached to Yamapi’s body. He never thought that the man he love the most would do such terrible thing to his best friend. He will never forget Kazu’s face at that very moment he entered Yamapi’s house. It’s like he has become the demon or a beast. Slowly, he approached Yamapi and sit beside him. Jin takes Yamapi’s hand in his.
“I’m sorry, Pi”
“I never knew he’ll do such kind of thing. I thought that he only hurting my body. I never knew he’ll do the same to you too. In fact, he has hurt you more than he ever done to me. I thought he love me.”
Jin gently kiss Yamapi’s fingers while tears keep running down from his eyes.
Slowly,Yamapi open his eyes.
“It’s okay, Jin. It’s not your fault. I thought that he’ll leave you alone and stop taking advantages from you once he had me. I never expect he will break his promise.”
“Me neither, Pi. I never expect he’s that kind of person. I promise that I’ll take care of you for the rest of my life. I don’t understand why you willing to do such things for me. Why did you willing to take risk like that?”
“It’s simple,baka! Becoz I care for you.”
Jin stunned with Yamapi’s words. At that very moment, he makes a promise to himself that he’ll never going to let anyone to hurt Pi anymore. He will be with him forever. Even though that will means he has to leave Kazu….
Kazu keep staring at his door every minute. Once again, he glances at his cell phone. He starts to feel impatient. He has sends a message for Jin to come to his house. It has been almost a week that Jin has been ignoring him. His fingers move to type another message.
>>You’ve promise me that you’ll do anything for me! You’ve promise me that you’ll never going to leave me! You’re MINE! And will always be MINE!
Send.
Wait. No reply.
>>Damn it! Akanishi Jin, get your ass up here! Now! Stop ignoring me!
Send. Wait again. No reply.
He has lost his patience. The phone was thrown onto the wall and that poor thing has break into pieces. He headed toward the fridge and grabs a beer. Only a beer can calm him down now. He just want to forget everything in this world right now.
The ice tea glass from Kazu’s hand dropped to the floor when suddenly Jin showed up at their practice room and announce that he will be hiatus to Los Angeles next week. He clenched his fist, trying to ease his burning heart. His mind become confuse with anger and frustration.
He can’t leave me like this! He can’t just throw me away from his life!
Jin leaves after making that announcement and ask for forgiveness from other member because of his sudden decision. He wants to get out from there as fast as he can. He can’t stand to see Kazu’s face any longer. He hopes that he can start a new life without Kazu and forget everything that had happen. That’s the reason he asked Johnny-san to hiatus and he’s taking Yamapi with him. He just wanted to get away from everything, especially-KAMENASHI KAZUYA!
Today, Jin and Pi will be leaving to L.A. Jin sits by the edge of the bed and staring at the picture in his hand. A picture of sleeping Kazu. He has taken it secretly about a month ago while Kazu was peacefully sleeping beside him. He can’t bear it any longer. The hurts that he tries hard to chase away from his heart had finally burst out through his tears.
“Goodbye, Kazu.”
By that whisper, he throws the picture in the dustbin and takes his luggage out from the house.
All of the other KAT-TUN member come to send Jin and Yamapi off. Only Kazu didn’t come. Jin was sitting at the waiting site while Yamapi went to buy drinks for them. Suddenly, his phone beep. A message was received.
From: MyAngel
Message: What should I do to make you stay?
He closed his phone, trying hard to maintain his calmness.
Beep!
From: MyAngel
Message: Will you stay if I repay back what I’ve done by the same way I hurt Pi and you?
Jin’s heart clenched. He remind himself not to falls into Kazu’s words anymore.
Beep!
From: MyAngel
Message: If you don’t come in half an hour, I’ll cut my wrist!
Jin ignored the message. He switches his phone off. After the announcement of their departure time is made, Jin and Pi rush to the departure entrance.
Kazu sit under the shower with fully clothed. Both of his hands are wrapped around his legs. Jin has ignored all of his messages and calls. He stares at the knife that he has put in front of him. Blankly, he reached for the knife and put the blade on his wrist. He tries to apply more force and the blade sinks slightly into his skin. His mind keeps cursing Jin for leaving him for Yamapi. He close his eyes tightly and force the blade into his pulse-nerves.
Nakamaru couldn’t focus on the food he’s eating. He’s mind keep spinning on the thought of Kat-tun’s baby-Kazuya. He knows that something is wrong between Kazu and Jin. That’s why Jin leaves. He’s worry about the younger member. His thought was interrupted when Koki tap his shoulder.
“Yo! Dude! What’s up with you? We were talking here and you were daydreaming? Did you hear what we said before?”
“Wh..what? I’m not daydreaming, bouzu! I’m thinking!”
“Oh…yeah. I forgot that your other system will stop functioning when you use your small brain. Hahaha…”
“Urusai!”
“We were saying that maybe we all should go for a holiday. Without Jin here, what else can we do. Right?”
“Wrong! We still have a lots of things to do!”
“As if?”
“Anything. Whatever! It’s just a waste of time to talk to you. If I let you think a serious things, your hairs will fall down,right? That’s why you become bald like this.”
“I’m not bald anymore! It’s blonde! See????”
The TaNaka keeps bubbling towards each other while Ueda and Taguchi just smile and laugh at their stupidity.
After paying, they walk out from the restaurant.
“So, ja neh. I’ll go first.” Nakamaru quickly says to his other members.
“Eh? You’re not joining for the karaoke? Where are you going?”
“I don’t think so. I want to check on Kame-chan. I’m afraid that he has fell sick. It’s not really his type for not showing up on his friend’s leaving. “
“Yeah, you’re right. Call us if there’s anything, okay?”
“Sure. Matta ne!”
After pressing Kazu’s doorbell for several times, there’s still no answer. Maru try to open the door and luckily it is unlock. He went inside the house and calling Kazu’s name. When he reaches the bedroom’s bathroom, he heard a water-running sound.
He says to himself, “So,Kame-chan is bathing. I’ll just wait outside then.”
Just when he was about to leave the room, he notice that the bathroom’s door is slightly open.
“Kame-chan, are you bathing? “
No reply. Nakamaru start to feel unease.
“I’m coming in if you didn’t reply me.”
After waited for a few moments and still no respond received, he push the door open. His eyes grew large as he sees what is presented in front of his eyes! There, under the shower, Kazu was lying unmoved with a knife beside him and blood was all over the place. He then notices the source of the blood come from a cut on Kazu’s wrist. It was quite a deep cut. Kazu’s face has already turns pale. Quickly, he stormed to the lying figure and carries him out while calling for an ambulance on his mobile phone. He ripped off a small piece of his shirt. He tries to stop the bleeding by tying his shirt on kazu’s wrist.
“Kazuya! Kazuya! Wake up! Don’t scare me like this! Please, open your eyes!”
Tears start flowing down on Maru’s cheeks and he keeps thinking about the worst thing that will happen to Kazu.
To be continue…..
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what do u think will happen? hehehe...wait for the next part,okeis? I'll post it very soon. Gomen ne....
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