Jan 31, 2009 20:52
It was 4 o’clock in the morning when Kazuya woke up from his sleep. The cold breeze from the air-conditioner forces him to open his eyes to search for the blanket which is not in his reachable region. A blurry lying-figure was presented in front of his eyes. It takes a few moments before his eyes-sight became clearer. There, beside him, Jin is lying while his hands were cuffed to the head of the bed with bleeding at his wrists. Seeing that, Kazuya quickly search for the handcuff key to unlock it. Gently, he cleans the wound and bandages it nicely and slowly to make sure that he won’t disturb Jin’s deep slumber. After putting a blanket around Jin’s body, he rushes to the bathroom and lock himself in it. While standing under the cold shower, he couldn’t stop thinking about what has he done just now.
“ Oh, My God! I’m a monster! What on earth have I become?!”
True, he loves to put all his anger towards Jin. It’s also true that Jin is the only person that can make him feel relieved by letting him torture him. Plus, he hates Jin so much for meddling with his life. Also, Jin annoyed him because it seems that Jin is considered as Ryo’s close friend. But somehow, Kazu feels scared by the type of person he had become now. He realized that he become more addicted to torturing as his method of tension releaser. Moreover, by having a willingly victim like Jin, he just couldn’t control his addiction anymore. After he hurt Jin, he will feel terrible and lock himself up in the bathroom. Slowly, kazu rest his back on the wall of the shower and his body slide down and fell on the floor. With both of his hand wrapping around his legs and hiding his face, he let his tears flow down from his eyes hoping that it’ll wash away everything that he had done.
“Pi!!!!!! I’m hungry!!! Make me breakfast!”
“What the heck do you think my apartment is, Akanishi Jin?!!”
“Urmm…a restaurant?” Jin asked with an innocence face.
“What??!”
“No? Ja…a café?”
*Death glare by Yamapi!*
“Ok! Ok! I know! A charity house! Yes, definitely that! Yay! So, omelets for me,neh? Arigato gozaimasu!” says Jin without showing any sign of guilty. Pi feels like his jaw dropped to the floor.
“Ma…ma…Why on earth did I considered to have a super baka friend as you from the first place? Hmm… I guess human really do makes mistake sometimes.”
“Mou..yamapi! stop being mean to me. I’m not baka. It just that people can’t actually think as high as I am. Don’t worry Pi. You’ll catch up with my level of thinking soon.”
“Eh??? Yeah…you’re right. Only aliens can understand your way of thinking. I know it! You are the missing child of ET right? Sorry to say, buddy! We, human, don’t talk Pluto language.”
“Eh? ET is from Pluto?? How can he ride a bicycle to Pluto? That’s so damn far!”
This time, Pi felt as if he wanted to crash his head onto the wall so much.
“YOU!!”pointing to Jin,
“…are HOPELESS! Just sit down and eat your omelet!”
“Arigato!!!!! Itadakimasu!”
While Jin was eating, Pi notices the fresh scars on Jin’s wrist.
“What happen to your wrists?” Pi says while eyeing Jin’s face.
“Th..this? I ki…kind of… hurt myself while cleaning my room. I broke a vase and accidently cut it.”
Pi notice the shaking voice from Jin’s mouth. By that moment, he knows Jin was lying to him. The conversation stop there and Jin continue finishing his meal.
Kazuya was a bit surprised when he arrived at the Jimusho. There, in front of the front door, Yamapi was waiting for him.
“Kamenashi-kun! Can we talk in private?”
“Ima desu ka?”
“Hai… it won’t take long.”
Kazu agree and both of them walk toward the cafeteria outside the building. After choosing a secluded table, Yamapi starts the conversation.
“Let me get this straight. I’m here to talk about Jin!”
Kazu almost drop his coffee cup when Jin’s name was mention.
“What’s up with him?” Kazu ask, trying to act dumb.
“You know exactly what I want to say. I know what you’ve been doing to him. Now, I think you way too much!”
Kazuya smirked hearing Pi’s words. Pi really is Jin good best friend. Nobody else notice what he had done to Jin.
“Did he tell you that? Hahaha.. and yet I thought that he’s so loyal.”
“No! I see it with my own eyes and I kind of overheard your conversation with him last month while I was passing by Kat-tun’s room. But I never expect that it was this bad. You’re hurting him emotionally and physically. I’m asking you to stop and leave him alone! Leave my best friend alone!”
Kazuya feels as if his head was burnt with anger that fills up through his every single vein. He hate it when people keep bothering his life.
“Fine,I’ll leave him alone. But, on one condition!”
“What is it?”
“ You need to replace him!”
The cup from Pi’s hand slipped and drop onto the table. The waiter that pass by them was shocked and quickly clean the mess up.
It takes a pretty long time for Pi’s to regain his consciousness. After a deep thought, finally Pi speak up.
“I’ll do it. I’ll do anything to save Jin. If only you promised to leave Jin alone.”
“Sure!”
By that, Pi stood up and walks away. But before walking, he turns back at Kazuya.
“I believe in your promise. I hope you’ll stay away from Jin.”
Kazuya smiled. As Pi start walking, Kazuya slowly whisper,
“Like hell I would! Fool! He’s MINE! Only MINE! And now, you’ll be mine too”
Jin glances at a person sleeping beside him. He lean down and plant a soft kiss on the man’s forehead. A smile is formed on his lips. He notices that Kazu has become gentler with him nowadays. His heart blooms with hopes. Maybe, Kazu has starts to have feeling for him. Breathing the scent from Kazu’s hair make him feels peaceful. He pulls Kazuya into his arms and embraced the small figure tightly before he let sleeps to take him away.
It’s been a month now that Pi starts to replace Jin place as Kazuya’s object of torture. With Pi, Kazuya become more aggressive. He’ll start beating Pi with anything that within his region. If he’s in a really hell of a mood, he’ll start using a knife and carving on Pi’s skin. Pi almost gave up, but remembering that Kazuya will only leave Jin by having himself as a replacement, he stays until now. But, he never know that Kazuya never leave Jin for all this time. No matter how much anger he has poured to Pi’s body, he will still gone back to Jin to calm himself down. Only by touching Jin will make him calm down. And that secret has been kept safely by Kazuya.
It was a tiring days for Pi. After practice, he has gone to clubbing with Jin and other friends. He was about to sleep when suddenly Kazuya come in to his place. There’s something wrong with Kazu tonight.
“Kame? Omae daijoubu ka?”
Kazu was walking unstably towards him. Then only Pi notices the wine bottle on Kazu’s hand. It is clearly shown that Kazu was not in his conscious state of mind now by the way his face’s look.
“Hmm…Pi…what were you doing back then after practice? With JIN is it?”
Pi can sense an anger aura in Kazuya’s voice.
“We’re just drinking.”
“Really? Then, how come I saw you kissing him?”
Pi felt as if the thunder just hit him. How on earth Kazu saw that. Jin was drunk when ‘that’ happens. He knows that it is wrong to take advantage from his drunken friend. But he couldn’t hold his urge to kiss Jin.
Kazu felt as if his anger was at its limit the moment he saw Pi kissing a drunken Jin, or to be precise-HIS drunken JIN!
Kazu smashed the bottle in his hand and headed toward Pi.
“You’re not being a good boy,Yamashita-san! Maybe you need some physical notes to remind you of my rules”
The next thing Yamapi know is that his been stripped naked and being tied to the dining chair with a handcuff.
“The rule of being my bitch is you’re mine and only mine. No one else can touch my bitch except ME! Jin is my bitch! How dare you touch him?!”
Pi was slammed by Kazuya’s words.
“You say that you’ll leave him alone! You’ve promised!”
“Well. I lied! He’s MINE. And always will be!”
Kazuya start to become wilder. He starts to carve Pi’s chest by the letter P. A cry of pain was heard. Then, he takes a whisky and pours it on the wound. When he move his eyes to see Pi’s face, his anger blow off. He couldn’t forget the sight of Pi kissing Jin. He takes an umbrella from the closest rack. Using that umbrella, he starts to beat Yamapi like a crazy person. No! He is crazy! Between the beating, he will laugh hard as if enjoying the suffering that Pi felt.
Pi was crying because of the pain that Kazuya caused. But that doesn’t satisfied Kazuya. He’s completely lost his mind. Seeing a box of cigarette on the living table, he starts to reach for it. After lighten up about 3 cigarettes, he stood up facing Yamapi. Yamapi feel a bit weird as Kazuya never smoke before. But as soon as the tip of each cigarette was touch to his skin, all of the thought fly away and he’s mind is not functioning well anymore. His scream transmitted around the whole house.
“What’s wrong? Didn’t you love smoking before? I just let your body smoking directly. See, your ribs want a smoke. Here…”
By that, Kazu push the fire cigarette to Pi’s ribs. Pi was begging for Kazu to stop. Kazu totally ignore all the scream and cries he heard. Pi was so weak now, but Kazu did not stop there. He reaches the umbrella again and starts to beat Pi again and again. Blood was flowing from Pi’s body. He was half conscious now. Kazu bend down to lick the blood off Pi’s cheeks. Then, suddenly the front door was opened hardly. There, Jin stood by the door.
“STOP IT!”
The umbrella fell off from Kazu’s hand as his eyes were fixed on Jin’s eyes. He can see hatred, disappointment and mostly hurt in Jin’s eyes. Jin rush to release Pi and carry him up.
“You’re psycho! What the hell have gone into you, you crazy maniac! I’ve regret that I have ever loves you! You’re the biggest mistake in my life. Stay away from us now! I’m not yours anymore! I don’t want to see your face anymore. I won’t forgive you! EVER!”
With that, Jin carries Pi out from the house and takes him to hospital. Kazu was stunned by Jin’s words. It keeps repeating in his mind like a playback.
“..psycho”
“…crazy maniac”
“You’re the biggest mistake in my life”
“You’re the biggest mistake in my life”
“YOU’RE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE”
“YOU’RE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE”
Kazu felt his body shaken greatly. He’s trembling like crazy.he felt very weak and very scare. Suddenly, Kazu’s vision become blur and he collapsed onto the floor.
To be continue…..
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Gomen!!! please don't hate Kazu.... I'm a terrible wife! hubby,I'm so sorry for making you the bad and terrible guy. comments are appreciated. sorry for my terrible English. By the way,Kazu will completely lost his mind when he's drunk.
fanfic: multiple chapter,
kame,
akame,
someday for somebody,
akakame,
jin