{fanfic}Someday for Somebody Chapter 1
Title : Someday for Somebody
Author: hisa_lurve88
disclaim: I do not own Kazu yet. maybe one day I'll have him.
Chapter 1
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Kazu try to calm his own heart when he heard Ryo calling him. But his heart keeps beating faster after seeing Ryo running toward him.
“Kaaameee-chan!!!!!”
“ah,ohaiyo Ryo-tan!”
“Let’s have breakfast together. My treat! Okay?”
“eh? Are you sure? Where’s Uebo?”
“erm… Hime and I kind of having a little fight this morning. So, he doesn’t make breakfast for me. Huwawawa….Cruel isn’t it?”
“ so that’s the real reason you’ve been so nice to me now?”
“Nooo…..Ryo hurt!” Ryo pout while making a stabbing signal to his chest pretending to be hurt by Kazu’s words.
“Okay! Okay! Iku yo!”
Ryo and Kazu choose a corner table to seat. While folding up his bagel’s wrapper, Ryo speak up.
“ Ne,Kame-chan. You do know that next week is my anniversary with Hime, aren’t you?”
Kazu stumbled for a seconds when the word “HIME” hits his ears. He felt a pain in his heart but pretend to be alright.
“Yes, I do. He’s our captain, of coz we know it. So, what you have in mind?”
“That’s the thing I wanna ask for your help. I kinda think to make a surprise party for him. Can you help me organize it?” Ryo ask while putting his best puppy eyes.
“eh? But I’m kinda busy. Why don’t you ask Pi or Jin for help?”
“Jin is a baka and Pi is boring! It’ll be a disaster if they handle it! Beside, you’ve already held a party for me 2 years ago. And you’re the best party planner I ever know! please…..???? pretty please???”
Kazu gripped his fist harder to prevent him from blown out in front of Ryo. He try his best to calm himself down. What the hell is going on? He’s been asked by the man he love to celebrate his opponent’s victory day??!!!
With a fake smile in his face,Kazu says,
“Sure. Anything for my friends.”
Jin notice something is wrong with Kazu the moment Kazu enter KAT-TUN practice’s room. He can see the anger and the pain in Kazu eyes. When their eyes met, Jin understands what will happen later. After practices, all KAT-TUN members start to leave the room. Jin didn’t notice that he’s been left alone with Kazuya. He was about to walk out of the room when he felt a pair of arm circling his waist and pulling him back in. meanwhile, a loud bang was heard when the said man close the door and lock it. Jin eyes widen to see Kazu’s messy and gloomy face. Then, he heard a whisper,
“I want you….now…”
“I’m all yours” Jin reply softly while stroking Kazu’s front hair to have a clear view of the beautiful face in front of him. Damn! How can anyone look so beautiful even though they’re sad and mad?
Kazu push him to the couch and start to unbutton their shirt. Then, he start to suck Jin’s neck and leaving marks all over his body. And his touch getting rougher and rougher without concerning about the blood that start to drip from Jin’s back because of the tight grip of his hand and the grinding of his nails. He love it rough because that’s the only way he can calm his heart. By pouring all of his anger to Jin’s body. Jin was shock when he felt something wet on his shoulder. Kazu’s body starts to shaken. Jin held up Kazu’s face to meet with his angel teary eyes. Kazu’s crying! He can’t help to feel as if his heart was broken by those every single tears. Gently, he wipe of those tears with his lips. His arms tighten around the smaller man’s waist. And Kazu couldn’t hold back his feeling anymore and burst out every tear he had.
“He asked me to hold a party for them! For their damn anniversary! Damn him! That idiot Ryo! Damn that bitchy Ueda!”
Jin felt a pain in his heart. Kazu still love Ryo no matter what happen. He still loves him even though he’s holding Jin in his arm every single night.
“Shh….Just let it go… I’m here for you… Please forget him… I’ll do anything… Just stop loving him…..It’ll hurt you more….” Jin says weakly.
“I can’t! Don’t you dare to ask me that !” Kazu suddenly push Jin away. Anger was shown in his eyes.
“He doesn’t deserve it! He don’t even realize of your feeling. You’re belongs to me!”
“No! YOU belong to me, but I don’t belong to you! Remember that clearly!”
With those last words, Kazu pinned Jin down and start to touch him again and this time with anger and hatreds. After fulfill his desired, he left Jin alone on the couch, grabbed his shirt and leave the room. The moment Kazu leave the room, Jin closed his eyes and tears start to fall down his cheeks.
“I love you,Kazuya. I want you to be mine. Only mine!”
From outside of the door, a pair of eyes was watching Jin. And as much as the pain Jin felt, the owner of the eyes felt it too. The owner of the eyes slowly walks away with a promise in his mind.
“I’ll save you Jin! I’ll stop this crazy thing for you!”
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Kazu shove the last drop of beer he has into his mouth. It’s has been the tenth can of beer he drink that night. While other News, Kanjani8 and Kat-tun members happily partying in the club, Kazu sit alone on the corner, trying to ignore his broken heart every time Ryo act lovey-dovey with Ueda. He was already half-conscious right now. When he was about to open another can of beer, a hand stopped him. The beer was taken away from him. He look up to see who’s been daring to mess with him when he feels like hell.
“Kazu,that’s enough. You’ve drank enough already. Let’s go home.”
Jin try to pull Kazu up but he refused.
“Nooo….I like this drink…. I wanna drink more…. Jiiiiin…let’s drink!!!”
“You’ve drunk. Let me take you home, will you?”
“You’re boring! Go home by your own self. I wanna partyyyy!!!!”
Without waiting for Kazu’s further babbling, Jin carry him up.
“What the f…put me down!!! Damn you!! Put me down!!!!”
Jin couldn’t stabilize himself when Kazu keeps struggling in his arms. Suddenly, a loud applause was heard and Kazu stop struggling. In front of them, Ryo was kissing Ueda passionately while the other members scream happily at the scene.
Jin quickly brought Kazu away, out from the club. During the whole journey back to Kazu’s apartment, not even a single word is spoken between them. On the moment the door of Kazu’s apartment is close, Jin pull Kazu in his embrace and sinks his face on Kazu’s neck. He feels as if Kazu couldn’t support himself as he feels Kazu’s legs getting weaker and about to collapse anytime from now. He carry him bridal style and put him onto the bed. Then, he lay down beside him, face to face. They keep staring at each other for a few moments. Jin feels Kazu’s face getting nearer and nearer to him. Just as he thought Kazu will finally kiss him, he closes his eyes waiting for those luscious lips to arrive.
Click! Jin opens his eyes. He felt a cold metal was surrounding his wrist. A handcuff?!
“I wanna try something new. Hmm…you look hot like this. So helpless….”
Kazu smile. It is clearly shown that he’s too drunk now. And when Jin sees Kazu light up a candle, for a moment he thought that Kazu was being romantic. But when the melting candle was put along his body, he knew that it mean torture.
Kazu like it when Jin scream every time he torture him. He also likes it when Jin begged him to stop. Moreover, he likes it when jin’s blood was shattered on the bed sheet.
“Remember this! You have no right to meddle with my life! You’re just a slut!” Kazu keeps repeating it while he slammed into Jin, ignoring Jin’s cries and pain.
Jin try to free himself but only caused his wrist to bleed. He wants to touch Kazu. He want to hold him. He hates to see Kazu sleeping alone while he’s been tied up just a distance from him. He looks at his own bleeding wrist. Jin never worry about his cut that kazuya made because he know that by the dawn tomorrow, the cut will be treat and bandage nicely by the one that caused it. No matter how rough kazu was, he will always treat it back after he has calmed down from his anger. And by that thought, Jin closed his eyes willingly for the sleep to drive him away. He hopes that God will never take this precious time from him. He prays that Kazu will never leave him. He’s willing to be death in Kazu’s hand rather than to live without him.
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gomen! I feel bad for making Kazu this crazy. wawawawa.... I'm suck at smut! hontou ni gomenasai!
Author: hisa_lurve88
disclaim: I do not own Kazu yet. maybe one day I'll have him.
Chapter 1
*********
Kazu try to calm his own heart when he heard Ryo calling him. But his heart keeps beating faster after seeing Ryo running toward him.
“Kaaameee-chan!!!!!”
“ah,ohaiyo Ryo-tan!”
“Let’s have breakfast together. My treat! Okay?”
“eh? Are you sure? Where’s Uebo?”
“erm… Hime and I kind of having a little fight this morning. So, he doesn’t make breakfast for me. Huwawawa….Cruel isn’t it?”
“ so that’s the real reason you’ve been so nice to me now?”
“Nooo…..Ryo hurt!” Ryo pout while making a stabbing signal to his chest pretending to be hurt by Kazu’s words.
“Okay! Okay! Iku yo!”
Ryo and Kazu choose a corner table to seat. While folding up his bagel’s wrapper, Ryo speak up.
“ Ne,Kame-chan. You do know that next week is my anniversary with Hime, aren’t you?”
Kazu stumbled for a seconds when the word “HIME” hits his ears. He felt a pain in his heart but pretend to be alright.
“Yes, I do. He’s our captain, of coz we know it. So, what you have in mind?”
“That’s the thing I wanna ask for your help. I kinda think to make a surprise party for him. Can you help me organize it?” Ryo ask while putting his best puppy eyes.
“eh? But I’m kinda busy. Why don’t you ask Pi or Jin for help?”
“Jin is a baka and Pi is boring! It’ll be a disaster if they handle it! Beside, you’ve already held a party for me 2 years ago. And you’re the best party planner I ever know! please…..???? pretty please???”
Kazu gripped his fist harder to prevent him from blown out in front of Ryo. He try his best to calm himself down. What the hell is going on? He’s been asked by the man he love to celebrate his opponent’s victory day??!!!
With a fake smile in his face,Kazu says,
“Sure. Anything for my friends.”
Jin notice something is wrong with Kazu the moment Kazu enter KAT-TUN practice’s room. He can see the anger and the pain in Kazu eyes. When their eyes met, Jin understands what will happen later. After practices, all KAT-TUN members start to leave the room. Jin didn’t notice that he’s been left alone with Kazuya. He was about to walk out of the room when he felt a pair of arm circling his waist and pulling him back in. meanwhile, a loud bang was heard when the said man close the door and lock it. Jin eyes widen to see Kazu’s messy and gloomy face. Then, he heard a whisper,
“I want you….now…”
“I’m all yours” Jin reply softly while stroking Kazu’s front hair to have a clear view of the beautiful face in front of him. Damn! How can anyone look so beautiful even though they’re sad and mad?
Kazu push him to the couch and start to unbutton their shirt. Then, he start to suck Jin’s neck and leaving marks all over his body. And his touch getting rougher and rougher without concerning about the blood that start to drip from Jin’s back because of the tight grip of his hand and the grinding of his nails. He love it rough because that’s the only way he can calm his heart. By pouring all of his anger to Jin’s body. Jin was shock when he felt something wet on his shoulder. Kazu’s body starts to shaken. Jin held up Kazu’s face to meet with his angel teary eyes. Kazu’s crying! He can’t help to feel as if his heart was broken by those every single tears. Gently, he wipe of those tears with his lips. His arms tighten around the smaller man’s waist. And Kazu couldn’t hold back his feeling anymore and burst out every tear he had.
“He asked me to hold a party for them! For their damn anniversary! Damn him! That idiot Ryo! Damn that bitchy Ueda!”
Jin felt a pain in his heart. Kazu still love Ryo no matter what happen. He still loves him even though he’s holding Jin in his arm every single night.
“Shh….Just let it go… I’m here for you… Please forget him… I’ll do anything… Just stop loving him…..It’ll hurt you more….” Jin says weakly.
“I can’t! Don’t you dare to ask me that !” Kazu suddenly push Jin away. Anger was shown in his eyes.
“He doesn’t deserve it! He don’t even realize of your feeling. You’re belongs to me!”
“No! YOU belong to me, but I don’t belong to you! Remember that clearly!”
With those last words, Kazu pinned Jin down and start to touch him again and this time with anger and hatreds. After fulfill his desired, he left Jin alone on the couch, grabbed his shirt and leave the room. The moment Kazu leave the room, Jin closed his eyes and tears start to fall down his cheeks.
“I love you,Kazuya. I want you to be mine. Only mine!”
From outside of the door, a pair of eyes was watching Jin. And as much as the pain Jin felt, the owner of the eyes felt it too. The owner of the eyes slowly walks away with a promise in his mind.
“I’ll save you Jin! I’ll stop this crazy thing for you!”
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Kazu shove the last drop of beer he has into his mouth. It’s has been the tenth can of beer he drink that night. While other News, Kanjani8 and Kat-tun members happily partying in the club, Kazu sit alone on the corner, trying to ignore his broken heart every time Ryo act lovey-dovey with Ueda. He was already half-conscious right now. When he was about to open another can of beer, a hand stopped him. The beer was taken away from him. He look up to see who’s been daring to mess with him when he feels like hell.
“Kazu,that’s enough. You’ve drank enough already. Let’s go home.”
Jin try to pull Kazu up but he refused.
“Nooo….I like this drink…. I wanna drink more…. Jiiiiin…let’s drink!!!”
“You’ve drunk. Let me take you home, will you?”
“You’re boring! Go home by your own self. I wanna partyyyy!!!!”
Without waiting for Kazu’s further babbling, Jin carry him up.
“What the f…put me down!!! Damn you!! Put me down!!!!”
Jin couldn’t stabilize himself when Kazu keeps struggling in his arms. Suddenly, a loud applause was heard and Kazu stop struggling. In front of them, Ryo was kissing Ueda passionately while the other members scream happily at the scene.
Jin quickly brought Kazu away, out from the club. During the whole journey back to Kazu’s apartment, not even a single word is spoken between them. On the moment the door of Kazu’s apartment is close, Jin pull Kazu in his embrace and sinks his face on Kazu’s neck. He feels as if Kazu couldn’t support himself as he feels Kazu’s legs getting weaker and about to collapse anytime from now. He carry him bridal style and put him onto the bed. Then, he lay down beside him, face to face. They keep staring at each other for a few moments. Jin feels Kazu’s face getting nearer and nearer to him. Just as he thought Kazu will finally kiss him, he closes his eyes waiting for those luscious lips to arrive.
Click! Jin opens his eyes. He felt a cold metal was surrounding his wrist. A handcuff?!
“I wanna try something new. Hmm…you look hot like this. So helpless….”
Kazu smile. It is clearly shown that he’s too drunk now. And when Jin sees Kazu light up a candle, for a moment he thought that Kazu was being romantic. But when the melting candle was put along his body, he knew that it mean torture.
Kazu like it when Jin scream every time he torture him. He also likes it when Jin begged him to stop. Moreover, he likes it when jin’s blood was shattered on the bed sheet.
“Remember this! You have no right to meddle with my life! You’re just a slut!” Kazu keeps repeating it while he slammed into Jin, ignoring Jin’s cries and pain.
Jin try to free himself but only caused his wrist to bleed. He wants to touch Kazu. He want to hold him. He hates to see Kazu sleeping alone while he’s been tied up just a distance from him. He looks at his own bleeding wrist. Jin never worry about his cut that kazuya made because he know that by the dawn tomorrow, the cut will be treat and bandage nicely by the one that caused it. No matter how rough kazu was, he will always treat it back after he has calmed down from his anger. And by that thought, Jin closed his eyes willingly for the sleep to drive him away. He hopes that God will never take this precious time from him. He prays that Kazu will never leave him. He’s willing to be death in Kazu’s hand rather than to live without him.
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gomen! I feel bad for making Kazu this crazy. wawawawa.... I'm suck at smut! hontou ni gomenasai!