Pairing: Daigo Nishihata X Nagase Ren
Yoshinori Masakado X Daigo Nishihata,
Rating: PG-13 - NC-17
Genre: Romance, AU, Angst, Smut
Summary : Daigo was in love with masakado and so does the other guy, but fate put them apart, a year later another guy appear in Daigo's life and offer him love, the love he never felt before, only that he find that he keep the secret to everything he experienced before, is he the medication for his wound or the cause of it?
They were tidying the book back to the shelf in a silence that it chokes Ren’s throat so hard, he cough it out,
“Seriously?” Daigo hissed
“This book cause this,” Ren said, scratching his nose
“No, your stupidity does,”
“Geez,” It is an unspoken tight atmosphere going on between the two lovers after Ren found Daigo’s past photo, he neither need to clarify or try to shake it off his head, after all it’s the past, he tought without much concerning for the insecurity he is facing right now,
“Nishihata…” suddenly a boy entered the library in a rush manner, pulling Daigo’s right hand, the book he’s holding fall with a soft tud,
“Eh? What is it?” ask Daigo, confused,
“Just follow me,” the boy said, dragging the latter out of the room, his suspicious boyfriend following behind, putting the book carelessly on the table as he rush through the library door.
They arrive at the soccer field, where people gather with a slight murmur, one of two girls are hypely giggled,
"Excuse me, sorry," The boy who's holding Daigo's arm said, pushing the crowd away to make ways for them,
in front of them stood a boy with a prosthetic leg and crutches, he is talking vigorously to one of the girls before, and as the girl fall silent while looking at Daigo, the boy stop and turn his body to face the other guy, then smile sincerely,
"Nishihata-kun, hisashiburi," He greet tenderly,
Daigo's body weaken, his feet shaken a bit and his vision blurry,
his younger boyfriend just arrived at the scene, pushing people away from his way, then stop at the sight.
"Ma... Masakado..kun?" Daigo said trembled, his hands shaking terribly,
the said boy smile widely, walking closer to the younger, then launch himself to embrace him,
"Daigo," Ren called, feeling slightly hurt by the sight in front of him
Masakado let go of the younger guy and look to the other,smilling,
"You, Nagase, right?" He asked, Ren nodded slightly, his fingers curled in frustration.
Masakado move closer to the tallest yet younger guy, then tap his shoulder, smiling kindly, "thank you for taking care of my boyfriend."
Nagase's body stoned, he wasn't able to move even if he wanted it so bad, Daigo throw him a questioning look,
" You... you know each other?" He asked, chocked on his own voice,
"I ask him to take care of you after the accident, " Masakado smiles, " and now that I'm here..."
"What?" Daigo frown, "wait, You... were there?"
"Daigo, I can.." Ren said, trembled,
Daigo take a deep breath, " Why didn't you tell me?" the crowd surround them start murmuring.
"Daigo..." Ren try to approach him, only to be left behind, as Daigo turn his back and walk hurriedly entering the school building.
"Nishihata-kun?" Masakado said confusedly.
--
"Just stop, would you," Ren said upsetly, pulling Daigo's hand, the owner of the hands stumble on his feet as he falls into the latter's embrace.
"You were there, why didn't you tell me? you know him too? what's happening here?" Daigo demanded,
"Well, I met him, doesn't mean I know him," Ren explained.
"But you KNOW, Him and me are together,"
"That.. I know, I know that, I'm sorry,"
Daigo start punching on Ren's shoulder,
" Then why did you..."
" I love you, okay,"
"Fuck that, how could you love me before you met me,"
"Well I love you AFTER I met you,"
"oh shut up you silly, what did you do at the day it's all happen?"
"He's the one behind the wheel..." the younger guys darted their head to the source of voice in shock,
"Eh?" Daigo asked,
"He's the one behind wheel," He repeats,
"Well, that's, that's something BOTH of you don't know,"
"What do you mean he's the one behind wheel?" Daigo ask,
"I wasn't..." Ren said,
"Not you," Daigo said, throwing him a nasty look,
"It's the past," Masakado smiled, "it's okay now,"
"No It's NOT okay, you mean he's the one who caused this?" Daigo asked disbelievingly,
"That's why I said, It WASN'T ME,"
"You caused this, Nagase," Daigo shook his head
"Daigo, listen to me first, I'm not the one behind the whe-" Ren explain desperately
"Shut up-" Daigo shook his head, then turn his body, approaching his former lover,
"Let's go Masakado-kun,"
---
" You can sit," Masakado offered, as they arrive at his apartement.
" You live alone, senpai?" Daigo ask, nervously fitted himself on the fluffy couch,
" Yup," Masakado smiled, putting two glasses of water on the coffe table in front of them, as he propped himself next to the younger.
Daigo nodded, then take the water, continue asking, " What did you do now?"
"Well, I'm glad you ask," the older move closer to the latter, pushing his bangs away from his hair, as he smiled tenderly and answered, " my parents send me to Paris after the accident, there I studied art and photography, I took internship for their local magazine as in-house photographer until I decided to move back to Japan,"
"You did photography?" Daigo chuckled,
"Don't laugh," Masakado giggled, taking a glass from the coffee table and sip on it.
"Then why did you comeback?" Daigo ask curiously,
"Well, after my father passed away 6 month ago due to heart attack, I think I need to go back to Japan to take care of his...stuff,"
"Stuff? your father...has passed away?"
"Yeah stuff, company, to be exact, and yes, He passed away, not long ago,"
"And your mom?"
"She's fine, she's been moving to my grandparent's house in Hyogo to take care of my grandma, and since I'm the only one who can take care of my father's..."
"Stuff..."
"Stuff, yeah," Masakado giggled. "So I came back to Osaka,"
"Wow..." Daigo commented, " And... your leg?"
"Funny how you ask that after you ask about anything else," Masakado chuckled,
"Well, because that's matter the least?"
"That's so you," Masakado put the glass back to the table, roll his pants then take off his metal leg, put it away from them. "They take off my left leg after it damaged by the accident, after that I also take off my dream to be a soccer player, because, well... I lose a leg?" he smiled tenderly, and Daigo impressed how he stil so calm after all that happen to him, he move forward and strokes the older's hair,
"Senpai,"
Daigo inched closer, Masakado smiled then closing the gap between them with a sweet kiss.
"Tadaima..." he said after they pull out.
Daigo was about to lean in for another kiss when his phone vibrate.
"Maybe you should pick that up," Masakado pointing out.
"No it's fine," Daigo said, but Masakado seems disagree, Daigo halfheartedly check on the caller, he sigh.
"Who's that?" Masakado asked him.
"Nagase," Daigo said exhaling, "let's not pick that up." He said, throwing the phone inside his bag and resuming his earlier activity.
Masakado pulled Daigo on to his lap, laid his head securely on his chest.
"What is it between you and Nagase?" He asked softly, stroking the younger's hair.
"I don't wanna talk about that,"
"He took good care of you didn't he?" The older asked again, as he propped the other's shlulder so that they are face to face.
"He...kinda did...too well, actually"The younger murmur to himself.
"Well it's good then, I should reward him," Masakado chuckled
"You don't need to," Daigo said, as he snuggles closer to the older guy's embrace.
"Why is that?"
"Because...well, he is the one who caused all of this?"
"Well, at least that's what I remembered, that is, but it's okay now, after all... I have you again now, that's what matter the most,"
---
"He reject my call," Ren sigh frustratingly, throwing his cellphone on his bed then ruffles his hair frantically,
"Kaito you son of a b-, there's someone there, you hit a guy!" The lanky boy said in desperation clutching his hair in frustation.
"Yabai! What should I do? I don't want to go to jail!" The other boy said, clutching the latter's shirt panically.
"Let's go check on him," the other guy said.
"No! I'm afraid,"
"Oh shut up!" The lanky boy spat, getting off the car, approaching a helpless guy who"s laying on the concreted floor.
The memory keep repeating inside his head, that moment when he look back at his friend, Kaito, the panic face he's pulling, the moment he turn his back and ran, leaving him behind with helpless Masakado on his arms, that moment when the older guy beg him to take care of his beloved one, the scene repeating in his mind like a caleidoscope.
"It wasn't me, Daigo," he keeps repeating the words he need to altered, it wasn't me, sweetheart. It wasn't me."
---
"Uhnnnn..." Daigo pants as Masakado throw his restless body beside him.
"I miss this" The older grin, scooping the younger closer to his chest.
"I... me too," Daigo said, smiling weakly.
"Did I do you too hard?"Masakado chuckled.
"Shut up, senpai," Daigo push the latter away playfully.
Masakado lean in to kiss Daigo's shoulder sweetly and continue.
"I love you so much, Daigo," he kiss lower, "You are mine."
---
"Seriously, you can drive?" Ren narrowed his eyebrow in disagreement,
"I know, I know, don't worry,"
"What do you mean by 'I know' ? I ask you, 'can you drive?' 'I know' is not a proper answer, and what's with 'don't worry'? of course I worry!"
"You have to relax, Ren, and you are with me, everything will be alright,"
"Now seriously, how high are you?"
"I'm not drunk!," Kaito giggled,
"Oh Yes, you are, and no, we're not using car tonight, we go home by taxi,"
"NOO!! my mom will be upset if she found her car missing, and you are not drunk, you can take care of me,"
"No, I don't want to," Ren said annoyed, walking ahead, leaving the tipsy boy before him,
"Ren, please~!" Kaito beg, holding the older's shirt tight,
"I can't drive, Kaito," Ren said again,
"But I can,"
"No, you are not driving like that, no,"
"Yes, and I will,"
Ren sigh as he give in and walking back to the black prius,opening it's door, carefully put on the safety belt, his drunk friend, sit behind the wheel, looking all giddy as he put his safety belt,
"Okay, now we're going!" He exclaimed happily, tossing his fist in the air,
they go on a dangerous speed, Ren was yelling almost every 10 seconds of how they will ended up crashing at the pedestrian.
"We gotta stop this, Kaito!! pull over, I'm not gonna die here!!"
"No, no, this is fuuunn!!" Kaito said, laughing histericaly,
"You are insane!" Ren yell at his friend,
they were about to make a left turn, when a motorcycle suddenly came across their car
"Kaito you son of a b-, there's someone there, you hit a guy!" The lanky boy said in desperation clutching his hair in frustation.
"Yabai! What should I do? I don't want to go to jail!" The other boy said, clutching the latter's shirt panically.
"Let's go check on him," the other guy said.
"No! I'm afraid,"
"Oh shut up!" The lanky boy spat, getting off the car, approaching a helpless guy who"s laying on the concreted floor.
"Oi, daijoubu ka, can you hear me?" He said, as he lean to the boy, taking off his helmet. "I'm sorry, are you okay?" Ren said panicky shaking the boy's body
"I..'m..." the boy try to talk but no words came out, the rain painfully hitting his body, the water mixed with tears of the said boy, and his blood, which running nonstop, heavier than the rain.
Ren grab his cellphone, dial a number in panic, the water has messing up with the sensitivity of the dial pad,he curse a little but then managed to dial the number.
the other boy tried to reached out to stop him, but Ren finished anyway.
"The ambulance will be here soon, you'll be fine," he said as he desperately dragging the other's body to a saver pedestrian.
there was barely anyone there, the clock was almost strike midnight, The injured boy reached again to Ren's clothes, " Le..ave, just.leave me.., I'll be fine, you..'ll..be in trouble."
"No, I'll stay, until the ambulance get here."
"No..le..ave," the weak black-haired reached desperately to his pocket, as he pulling out his wallet shakingly and pass it to the boy
"Wha-?" Ren confusedly stare at the wallet.
"I..if I couldn't make it.. ta..ke care.. o..of Him,"
"What? who?" Ren ask again, he then open the wallet and find a picture of the other boy with another boy.
"Pro...mise me.. take care of h..im for me.." the older said again,
"What's his name?" Ren ask him again, eyes to the picture, observing it carefully,
"Ni..nishiha..ta, Daigo,"
---
"Daigo,"
Ren was tailing Daigo back and forth at the library when they're doing their library job as usual.
"Stay away, Nagase," Daigo said stubbornly,
Ren, being as stubborn as his current-if he can still call him that way- boyfriend, stopping the older boy, pull him by the arm,
"At least listen to me first!," He exclaimed desperately,
"Geez," Daigo complained, try to pry away his hand from the younger.
"I'm not the one who drive the car, I was there, but it's not my fault,"
"I don't believe you," Daigo said, drifting his eyes away from the younger,
"And do you have any reason not to believe in it?" Ren said upsetly, grabbing Daigo's shoulder desperately,
"Masakado told me..."
"He didn't know!," Ren sigh, " He didn't see whoever behind wheels, he's laying there with a heavy rain pouring down, the only thing he knows, that I came to him and help him to get ambulance, look, Daigo, it wasn't me!"