(153: then came the day when summer blew us away)
Today is the end of my block leave and tomorrow I am an officer cadet. I know for now this is what I want but I don't know if that will change in time to come. I know the next three weeks will be the longest first three weeks of the longest nine months of my life. I don't know what's in store for me but I know I might not like it. I don't know if I will be happy but I know I will try to be. So much I know, and yet so much I don't know. So much more for me to learn, to become more mature and to be a better and stronger person than I am now. I know eventually all this will be good for me. But does knowing all this necessarily make me happier?
One thing's for sure: I know I'll miss you. And you. And you. Yes, you.
See you in three weeks, my lovely world.