(152: I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing)
IPPT gold, SOC 50-600 5:31. But I wished I could have achieved more in bmt. I think to some extent some part of me actually wished I tried harder from the start because I know I could've accomplished more. But then again I'm quite sick of having such high expectations for myself only to be disappointed every time because there will always be someone better than me.
Today marks my entrance into the last week of bmt. And once again I am left uncertain and wondering about where I'll be heading to for the next stage of my army life. And then of course I have to wonder... whether it will be worth it. About how much it'll change me, for better or worse. And I'll be wondering a whole lot more, but there's no damn use in wondering so much. More than anything, I just fervently hope to be happy... Although that is as likely as the world ending in 2012.
Oh btw, the world better not fricking end in 2012. That's when my life begins.