what a day
last night claire let me know her plans for moving out. unfortunately, i wasn't in them. she says that she wants to live with her girlfriends and try life on her own. i respect that but can't help but feel left behind. to me, her leaving says i haven't done enough in our relationship to make her want to be around me. she told me that everything can still work out and that we'll just have to make plans to see eachother. the problem is, even though we live together now, she doesn't make much of an attempt to spend time with me, or call, or text. and since it's so hard to see eachother now, i don't believe it'll be any better with her living with her friend. i deleted the next 8 lines describing the problems i have with the girl she's moving in with because i'm talking out of anger. bottom line, this may very well be the end of jake and claire. we made it a year and a half and i'm very happy with the time i got to spend with her and the thousands of moments we had. i'm very very torn up about this and i'm not thinking very clearly. where's that jesus love when you need it, right?