what a day

Dec 17, 2004 06:58

last night claire let me know her plans for moving out. unfortunately, i wasn't in them. she says that she wants to live with her girlfriends and try life on her own. i respect that but can't help but feel left behind. to me, her leaving says i haven't done enough in our relationship to make her want to be around me. she told me that everything can ( Read more... )

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wyllowbelle December 17 2004, 15:20:30 UTC
Feel free to come spend Christmas with us, if you need a break from the reality of everything.
This is where everyone tells you about how sorry they are and how much it sucks. Cause they are and it does, though it does nothing to help things at all. It's really hard not to drown in it and it's probably the worst fucking feeling in the world. But I honor how evolved you are, despite feeling like total shit, to respecting her choices and understanding all of the big, complicated feelings involved. That kind of self awareness is more than some people achieve in a lifetime.
You're fantastic, you know. A little lame to hear it right now (lame for me to say it?) But it's true.
Come to the creek, Little Jewish wanderer. Come to the creek and share in OUR version of Jesus love. Sans Jesus.

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boybreaksgirl December 17 2004, 18:39:27 UTC
this sounds wierd comming from me, but i'm sorry. i hope things get better.

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mylifeforsale December 28 2004, 21:49:23 UTC
im feeling ur pain ps.
the same situation.
hurts.
and i dont think jesus ever gave a damn.
thats me being pessemistic.

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the_heroin December 17 2004, 19:27:04 UTC
i dont think you remeber me...rachel (pink toes) meagans friend.
im sorry to hear that, if you need anything let me know, im never busy.
you can IM me at voicescutout

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expectingtofly December 20 2004, 05:56:30 UTC
i'm really sorry to hear about that
i know there isnt much i could do in this situation but if there is anything please feel free to let me know. i'll do the best that i can and i hope that things start to look up for you. you deserve all the best because you are awesome.
<3

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higherthanlife December 24 2004, 10:33:39 UTC
i thank you all very much, probly more than i could put into words. meagan, that meant a lot. kim, i wish there were ways to teleport.

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