It keeps me sane ( Read more... )

It's finally here. Our trip to Mendocino, Cali. starts in less than ONE DAY! It will be a good change for a week. A chance to miss and be missed.. as one could ONLY hope, right? It will be fun and I am BEEEEYOND excited to spend a week at the beach.. doing absolutely nothing with my awesome friend E-I-LEEEEEEEEEEEN.

To my friends ( Read more... )

Gah. I need a fucking car. I'm getting so tired of having to depend on other people for rides. I totally appreciate Leen taking me everywhere and anywhere I need to go but it sucks. I hate not being able to pick people up or hang out when I don't have a car.. or go wherever I want. Life without a car pretty much sucks. Hopefully this will all ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in a total slump. I don't even know what's wrong with me. I'm so tired of everything.. of being depressed, of not having a car, of overanalyzing just about everything, of caring, of expecting things from people, of being disappointed.. just life in general. I'd never give it up, not for anything but I wish so bad that I could change ( Read more... )

The hockey season came to an end yesterday for the guys. I must say that I'm a little bummed about it, I loved going to the hockey games. They played awesome though and for those that play next season we'll be attending those games to cheer you on ( Read more... )

Now I could give a fuck-less.

Feel free to ignore this entire entry.

In all fairness I am warning you that this nothing but complaints. I miss being able to drive wherever whenever. I'm really starting to despise Math class. I'm failing.. but I D.G.A.F. I think I'll skip tomorrow. Hmm.. I dyed my hair again. It's now black on top and ( Read more... )

The more I think about it the more I really want to move. I know there's so much that I'd miss, but I need to miss it. I'm slowly easing it onto my mom.. haha. She'll hate it but what can you do..? Me and Amanda need out of here FO SHO. Ventura was first on the list but I don't want to be that far from Von and Leen.. so I'm down for Bakersfield. I ( Read more... )

i hate the way i let you hurt me.

Hey Eileen.. entertain yourself ( Read more... )

Yesterday me, and my cousins Anthony and Mike went to NYC. It was soo much fun. I love those guys. They are seriously like my older brothers. We went to the Rockefeller Center, The top of the Empire State building, some stores, Museums, Cathedrals, Times Square, Central Park, Little Italy/China Town to buy the BEST canolis I've ever had in my life ( Read more... )