Just one of those days.

[highasastar]

I feel like I'm in a total slump. I don't even know what's wrong with me. I'm so tired of everything.. of being depressed, of not having a car, of overanalyzing just about everything, of caring, of expecting things from people, of being disappointed.. just life in general. I'd never give it up, not for anything but I wish so bad that I could change things. I hate to complain. I realize that I sound pathetic, but I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't release some of this pent up anger I have. Anger at what? I'm not really sure. Maybe everything, maybe nothing at all. Right now I'm drowning in a pool of self pity and I hate it. I want to be happy again. I've gotten out of it before, I can do it again.

Sorry to anyone I act bitchy towards, or if I make you feel like I don't want to be around you. It's really not you. It's me.